If I could, I would
Reach through all the paths that intertwine
Among the mess of infinity
And grasp for you.
There is only one reality in my mind
With you still here and by my side,
But you will never reach it.
You have diverged from me.
However, if you can get close,
And approach the desired world line,
I would be content.
I want to flash into the future
And tap your back;
Let me annoy you once more
And see your flustered smile
As the world burns asunder.
Will we still exist?
Surely, we should.
I hold faith that our lines will intersect again one day.
Yet, I feel unsure...
Cripped, I cannot embrace the unknown
Though I have done so many times.
I am impatient; I desire knowledge now
Without experiencing
The feeling of weightlessness
And lack of control
That falling so achingly brings
To my chest.
If only it was possible to reach into my mind and touch you…
Could you please still be mine?
No…could you please be mine?
Never did I fathom we would meet.
Never did I fathom we would leave.
I am falling without you
Unwillingly, solitary
It is a paradox
Where I will only get what I want once I let go
Saying, "I don't want that, I don't need it"
I have compressed my feelings to save myself for now.
I must trust that they will recover come a brighter day.
One day, we will be together.
I have faith
That we will both fall
And our paths will cross inexplicably once more.