This might end up being happy later on, but at the moment, not really.
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Boone turned the song up to the loudest and grabbed the scissors for the second time that hour. He created a red line on his arm, red was all he could see. He didn't care anymore, he didn't care how much blood poured out of him. He wanted to scream! He wanted to shout! His sister came into the room and pulled the scissors out of his hands. He cursed. "Shan! This is real! This is as real as it's ever gonna get! Let me have it back!" he yelled.
"Boone! What the hell are you doing?!" she yelled.
"Shan, all I want is some respect." he cried.
"So you're taking it back to the hardcore level?!" she asked.
"YES! NOW GET OUT!" Boone yelled. He grabbed the scissors and pushed her out of his room. He cut himself again, this time the blood landed on his white carpet, turning it red. Soon it would be completely red. "You better be ready world. You better be ready to put your pedal to the metal! 'Cause here I am! I'm taking it back to the hardcore level!"
He was tired of this. When he started, he promised himself that he was never gonna give in. Never gonna give up. He just wanted to be loved, he wanted to know that people cared. He wanted domination. Needed people's submission. They weren't resisting, just not listening. He never resisted the temptation of pain, just succomed to it. He hated the deprivation of love. He had a jet black heart. "Everythings jacked up and everything's falling apart and what can I do to stop it?!"
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Claire was sitting on her bed, she had the candle above her arm. Dripping the hot wax, burning her arm with the flame. "I promised I wouldn't give in. I promised I wouldn't give up! So here I am! I have this one confession, I love deprivation and I have a black heart! I just wanna be loved!" She let the tears fall. Her mother was nowhere to be found and her father was God knows where! Her aunt didn't pay any attention to what she needed or what she wanted! This was the only way she could be noticed!
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On seperate sides of the world, two teenagers cried the same thing to the people of the world! "I have a confession! I fell into the temptation! There isn't any questions about the connection! I have to follow my heart, no matter how far it takes me! I have to look back at what was and never think twice about what's happening!" They said that they'd never give up! That they'd never give in. They just wanted to be loved.
Take their pasts into your hands and burn them up, that's the only way to let go! Tell them to carry on, you're stronger than they'll ever know if you don't. That's the only way they'll get any respect! You'll get yours no matter what!
Never give in, never give up. You just wanna be loved!
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