A/N: Hi everybody. I know my first story wasn't so great that's the reason
I removed it.
I'm trying to write a better story and here is the first chapter! I don't
own any of these characters it all belongs to the WB network.
I really hope you like it so please send me some reviews.
Feedback: justsomebodycalledme@yahoo.com
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Crazy skies all wild above me now
Winter howling at my face
And everything I held so dear
Disappeared without a trace
Oh all the times I've tasted love
Never knew quite what I had
Little Darling if you hear me now
Never needed you so bad

From Sail Away by David Gray.
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Chapter 1:
As I look back I think I knew things wouldn't work out for us.
I hear raindrops fall on my window.
With every drop that falls I think of her and the life that we could have
had.
I walk to the bedroom where I keep a picture of her, save on the bottom of
my nightstand.
I don't want anybody to know how much I miss her.
I want them to think I can live life without her.
But I can't even survive one single breath without feeling pain.
Pain.
It's a burden, a burden she left for me.
I know I can't blame her for making me feel this way.
I don't know who to blame.
I blamed everybody back home.
Home.
I can't believe I call that stupid little town where everything seems so
perfect, my home.
I tried to run for it.
Run from everything.
From her, the people, the love I found there.
But as far as I run I just can't escape it.
I ran millions of miles but I feel like I'm running these cirkels.
As I lay down on my bed I try to keep my head together.
I know this would happen cause nothing good will last forever.
I know I need closure.
And I know where to find it.
If I decide to go back I will mess up everything.
Every single detail of what I did will be brought back to their memory.
It's not fair, I can't go back.
If I go back I would be selfish again.
I try to fight this feeling, the feeling that I should go but there is
nothing that can stop me.
I need to go back.

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Hey everbody, I hope you all liked the first chapter. I'm gonna update
soon.The next chapter is going to be longer. I don't know if it's going to
be much longer but it's gonna be a bit longer at least.
Please send some feedback!