Disclaimer: I don't own Ghost Hunt!!! And I never will…

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CHAPTER 1: LONELINESS…

It's the first time I ever felt this lonely

I wish someone could cure this pain

Mai was lying on her bed all alone in her apartment. She can't stop thinking about her narcissistic boss, Naru! He was always cold and self-confident. But she knows inside him he's just lonely as well. After finding out about Gene, Mai kind of understood Naru a little bit more. Gene and her became friends. He would show up in her dreams once in a while and they'd talk like long-time friends would. Gene and Naru were opposites. Gene was always smiling; he's funny, friendly and talkative at times. While Naru doesn't smile often; he's always serious, grumpy, quiet and cold. He can even be insensitive sometimes! But still… She just can't understand it herself. Why?

'Why did I have to fall in love with someone who doesn't even care for me?' Mai asked herself.

It's funny when you think it's gonna work out

'Till you chose weed over me your so lame

Mai thought that everything between her and Naru would be all fine. Until he learned that she knows about Gene. He started acting weird and different. Everyone noticed and they weren't happy that Naru and her were arguing more than they ever did before. The only one who was happy about this was probably Masako. After all, she too, likes Naru very much.

Their bickering and arguing worsened over the span of time. And finally, yesterday, Masako announced that Naru and her were officially dating. It hurt like hell for Mai. The only guy she ever loved is dating her rival. And to think everyone thought except for Masako of course, that Naru would definitely choose Mai when the time comes. But now, it's over…

'He chose her…' she thought sadly as her tears began falling once more.

"Of course he'll choose her. After all, who am I compared to her? Masako is rich, famous and very beautiful. They're perfect for each other…" she whispered.

I thought you were cool until the point

But up until the point you didn't call me when you said you would

I finally figured out you're all the same

Always coming up with some kind of story

"We were just fine, Naru and I… But suddenly he changed when he found out I know about Gene. He never even said anything to me. I would have understood if he explained. Madoka and Lin kept covering for him when I ask him and he didn't answer. And until now, I'm still clueless…" she said as she continued crying and talking to the four corners of her room.

That day was Mai's first time to be absent for work. Before, she was always there even if she feels ill. She always goes to work because she wants to see Naru. Even if he doesn't notice her, it was all okay. That was until they all learned about the dating thing about Masako and Naru. She knows everyone except the two lovebirds will be worried about her. But right now, she's breaking into pieces and she no longer cares what ever they do. Still, soon enough… After she has finally started healing her broken heart, she will be back to her old self again.

'For now, I just want to be alone. I don't want anyone to see me like this.' she thought.

The young lady then fell asleep, so tired from crying her broken heart out. And she didn't even noticed someone was watching her…

"Mai… I don't want to see you like this…" he whispered, sadness evident in his voice, as he watched the young lady's sleeping form.