*Disclaimer: I don't own any final fantasy characters although I wish I did. Who doesn't? Well this is just a little something that popped into my head when I watched the scene at the end where Laguna was at Raine's grave. What can I say he just popped into my head and said to write this for him so I did. Hope you all like it. *



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From the first moment I set my eyes on you I knew I loved you,

You saved me from everything I could ever imagine.

Not only did you care for me you put up with me

No one ever put up with me for very long 'cept for the guys

But you, you were different.

That night, do you remember that night when I surprised you?

You knew then didn't you?

You knew I loved you.

I smile every time I think about it, really, I do

Your smile lit up the night sky when I put the ring on your finger

I swear I felt like I had died and gone to heaven

My only regret was that I wasn't there for you

I wasn't there when you needed me most

I live every day with that guilt of knowing I could have been there

What was it like?

To die I mean

What was it like were you scarred?

Or were you angry with me for not being there?

To tell you the truth I don't think anyone will be there when I go

I'll go alone I know it

I'm afraid to but if you're there I don't think it would be that bad

What was it like though?

Did it hurt?

Oh I wish I didn't have to think about this now but I can't help it.

I miss you. I miss you a lot

I miss everything about you.

The way you used to look at me

Even the way you got angry with me I miss it all so much

Why, why did you have to go?

I guess you're not really gone

No ones ever really truly gone until they're forgotten

I haven't forgotten you

I don't think I'll ever forget you

I'd give up everything for you

Just for one day

Maybe just maybe I'll get to be with you again

I promise I'll look for you when I go

I will. I'll search all of eternity for you

Then maybe just maybe I'll get to be with you like I should have

But for now all I can do is wait and live each day at a time

But I haven't forgotten you

I love you too much to forget

I promise I'll come back to you

I love you Raine I always will

I have to go now they're waiting for me but I'll come back

I promise