Fuckin' Perfect

The Night 5 years ago...

I and Nate had decided to stay in while everyone else went to a house party. We had order a pizza to share as we only had enough for one pizza and Nate did say he wasn't feeling very hungry. We were watching the Saturday night TV which was really boring so I made conversation with Nate.

"We should do something" I said.

"Yeah...like what?" Nate asked.

"Well...there is beer in the fridge that needs to be drunk up and we have nothing better to do" I answered getting up and getting two bottles.

After 2 hours...Nate and I wasn't completely out of it but we had enough to regret anything that happens or got told tonight.

"I love you" Caitlyn whispered. "I mean it Black, I seriously love you"

Nate just chuckles and spoke. "That's really nice to know Caity but I love you too"

I smiled and leaned in to kiss him on the lips. But Nate pushed me away and spoke.

"What the hell are you doing Cait?" Nate asked.

I was really embarrassed so I had got up and got a glass of water knowing that Nate had followed me. "Caity, I'm sorry okay? Just was taken by surprise"

I nodded and walked over to him. "I'm sorry, I made the move and we are just friends"

Nate put his bottle down and took my hand into his and lean his head against mine. "Let's do it"

I smiled. "Promise me then" I said. "Promise me, you won't leave me after it happens"

Nate kisses me and muttered against my lips. "I" was continuing to kiss me. "promise"

I smiled and threw my arms around his neck. We walked and took our clothes off at the same time. Nate had me against his bedroom, undoing his belt and his jeans off and I smiled kissing his lips again. Nate laughs.

"I can't believe were doing this" I whispered taking my top off. "Have you got the condom?"

Nate ignores my question and just started biting my neck but I asked again. "Nate...we need a condom"

Nate let out a frustration groan out and opens his bedroom door and looks in his draw while I remove all my clothes and climb into his bed. Nate looks at me.

"I don't have any" Nate said showing the empty box. "But we can do it without...it not like you're going to get pregnant or get any STD's"

I nodded. "Come on then Black"

He smiled and climbed in his bed with me. We made out for a good hour and started to foreplay.

"Caity...I'm hard" Nate said breaking off the kiss.

I kissed Nate. "Fuck me..."

Nate climbed on top off me and I screamed but Nate made out with me while he was fucking me. After an hour...He had got off me and lay next to me.

"God..." Nate sighed out.

"Wow..." I let out looking at him. "You are good"

Nate smiled at me and kissed me. "You were amazing"

I smiled kissing him deeper. He put his arms around me and we fell asleep in each other arms. The next day...I woke up to find myself in my own room and Nate wasn't with me but I was feeling really sick. I had got up to find myself in my night clothes so I had decided to go and see who was in the kitchen and living area. I saw Nate sitting at the table.

He looked at me but then soon looked away again. I was totally confused but I went to sit with him.

"Is everything okay?" I asked so no one else would hear.

Nate looked at me. "Please just leave me alone"

I was shocked when he said that and he walked out of this apartment. I sat there letting tears come down my face. After that...Nate continued to ignore me and I had done a pregnancy test after 4 months to find out that I'm pregnant with his child.

5 YEARS LATER...

Wow.

I had finally watched my best friend get married to the girl he truly loves. As he kissed her, he turns to face me and smiled which I kindly return. I got up as everyone else was leaving and I felt a hand on arm, I turn to face that person and it was my best friend.

"Hey" He said hugging me. "Thanks so much for coming but where's the wonderful Diana?"

"She with the other kids" I answered. "And it was no problem just so glad to see you happy"

He smiled and hugged me again. "I've missed you so much; I can't wait for you to meet Kim"

"Great" I muttered but then spoke clearly. "I need to check on Diana then I'll come over and introduce myself"

He nodded. "You're the best I've ever had"

I smiled and walked off to his new wife. I had left the church and bump into my other friends, Shane and Mitchie who had Diana and Mandy.

"Is everything okay?" Mitchie asked.

I nodded taking Diana. Then Shane spoke. "Time to move on Cait"

"But he needs to know" I replied.

"He doesn't deserve you and Diana" Mitchie responded. "He left you after he promised he wouldn't"

I nodded and had a little tear down my face. "But Diana..." I began to say.

"NO" Mitchie yelled. "He doesn't deserve to be a daddy, he promised not to leave you but what happened is he got what he wanted and he left and then you find out 4 months down the line that you were pregnant with Diana now she doesn't need a daddy and he doesn't deserve you"

I then heard a voice behind me and I turned to see Nate standing there with Kim. I put Diana down and he walked over to me with Kim.

"Hey Caity" Nate said. "Kim, I want you to meet my best friend Caitlyn"

I smiled and I shake her hand. "I've heard so much about you" I responded.

"Same" Kim answered. "He not stopped going on about you and your little one"

I swallowed and looked at Nate who was talking to Diana. "Well, I must be going" I said. "I've got to get back to New York before tonight"

"Where's Diana dad?" Kim asked.

Nate butted in. "We don't like to talk about him, he abandoned Caity when she found out she was pregnant" Nate answered.

Kim nodded. "Ah...so unplanned pregnancy, don't worries my sister exactly in the same position apart from she know who he is"

I cleared my throat. "She wasn't a mistake" I replied.

I could see Nate looking at me in total confusion and Kim folded her arms. "Well, I am a midwife so I would know darling" Kim said.

"Come on Diana" I called out. "Were going"

"Caity" Nate responded. "Stay...You can stay in my old apartment"

I looked at Shane and Mitchie who were talking to Ella and Jason but then turned to face Nate.

"Okay" I said.

Nate hugged me and the others came over. Mitchie spoke. "What's going on here?"

"Caity agreed to stay here for a week before we go on our honeymoon" Kim replied.

Mitchie, Shane, Jason and Ella all looked really surprised that I would stay with Diana in my and Nate's old college apartment. That had so many memories and that where Diana was made after that one night we spent together alone.

That night...Nate had kept me in his sight while Mitchie and Shane gave me the look. But Nate had spoken to me.

"Want to tell me why you lied to Kim?" Nate asked.

I looked at him. "I didn't lie to her?" I answered.

"Oh come off it Caity" Nate said. "Diana was a mistake; you don't even know who her dad is, just someone you randomly slept with when we were at college together"

I sighed. "Look Nate...just because I don't know who he is doesn't make Diana a mistake"

Nate raises his eyebrow. "Now that you mention it, I can't remember you bring on college guy back to the apartment apart from that night with me" Nate responded.

I swallowed. "I know who he is and we didn't come back to the apartment" I lied. "We went back to his"

Nate shakes his head. "Why are you lying to me?" Nate asked. "Have you forgotten how well I know you Caity?"

"NO I HAVEN'T NATE!" I yelled. "BUT YOU WEREN'T THE ONLY GUY I HAD SLEPT WITH WHILE I WAS AT COLLEGE! WE WERE JUST A DRUNKEN MISTAKE AND WHAT I COULD REMEMBER IS THAT YOU DIDN'T TREAT ME LIKE A GOOD FRIEND AFTER THAT NIGHT, YOU ALWAYS GAVE ME THE COLD SHOULDERS, AVOID ME SO MUCH I HAD TO LEAVE AND GO BACK TO MY PARENTS!"

At that point, everyone was staring at us including Mitchie, Shane, Jason, Ella and Kim. Nate looked at me.

"Thanks a lot Caity" Nate said walking off.

I had tears coming down my face and I whispered. "Nate..."

After that night...I had stayed in the apartment with Diana. I promised to stay a week so I and Nate could spend some time together but that plan has been ruined after what happened last night...I had decided to go home with Diana and forget all about it. But I heard the door open and I saw Nate standing in the doorway.

"I'm going home with Diana" I said.

Nate shakes his head. "No, you're going to stay here for a week so I can show you that I'm still your best friend" Nate replied.

I folded my arms.

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