Chapter 1
As I lay in the soft grass feeling the sun rays going deep into my sick I feel warm and safe for the first time, in a long time. I wonder if things will ever get better, how I wish they will. How I wish my parents won't fight any more. Kids in my class say it's normal for parents to fight every now and then. But they are fight more and more.
*flashback*
"If you love that dog so much why don't you just move out and go live with him. Because really Bella all you really talk about anymore is how life was before we were married and how much you miss Jacob! Im sorry im not not enoght for you im sorry that I could not meet your standards. But if you think that mutt can the I think we should go our separt ways."
*end of flashback*
I know my parents did not mean for me to hear that they thought I was asleep but its hard to sleep when you know your parents are not happy. "Nessie here you are I had no idea where you went you cant run off like that." "sorry Alice I just wanted some time to think to myself." It seems like I never have any time to do that anymore. "well your father and mother need to talk to you about something important so hurry up sweet heart"
As I walk in side of our small little cottage I see my mother and father sitting down at the table my father motions me to sit. "Nessie I know this is going to be hard but"
