"ok clare tell me whats wrong" eli will never give up will he! I mean i tell him every thing is fine but he just wont let it go! "ok eli we dont have to talk about it...im fine" eli rolled his eyes "clare as your boyfriend its my job to ask and ask and ask whats wrong untill you tell me" eli gave me that smirk of hes. "ok then let me put it this way we CANT talk about this!" eli pit hes hand over hes heart acting hurt "miss clare keeping things from her boyfriend from her 'one true love' im shocked" I rolled my eyes "will you just let it go its just some thing Alli said to me nuthin to freak out about" Eli thought about that for a secound. "well if Alli said it i can understand why its got you all hot and botherd" Clare rolled her eyes "she did NOT get me 'all hot and botherd'" we were in the car almost to our house. WOW i still cant get use to saying that. Eli smiled "no but i beat i can get you 'all hot and botherd'" "ELI!" me and eli havent had sex and were not going to till ofter were married well if that ever happends. See thats what me and Alli was talking about and thats when she said some thing that got me thinking. Alli said even though me and Eli have been to gather like 9 years that if he hadnt poped the quastin yet he NEVER would! I told her she was wrong and she said well just see. So that got me to thinking will he EVER do it? We pulle din the drive. Eli opend the door for me. I didnt say any thing i just got out and went in the house and went right to bed. The next morning i woke up and i could hear Eli makeing brekfest down stears i dont know why but i DID NOT want to see him talk to him. What Alli said got me thimking and i didnt like what i thought...what if he dont ask me to marry him! The thouht of that made me sick. So i thought if i didnt talk to him i wouldnt do somthing i might not like i got dressed and with out saying any thing i left. i meat Alli at the Dot. "Hey Alli" "hey Clare do you want to tell me why i just got a call from Adam saying Eli called him freaked because he went to go wake you up and you wherent there?" "I didnt mean to scare him but maybe that was good maybe he needs to know how it can feel with me gone maybe he'll man up" Alli looked at me like i was crazy "What are you talking about Clare?" " im talking about Eli not even coming close to asking me to marry him!" Alli looked alittle shooked up "Ok so your telling me you just left your boyfriend the boyfriend that is SO in love with you he'd do any thing 4 you the really hot boyfriend at your house witch could have just ended your amazing relaship to show him how it feels to be alone when now you could be the one alone?" I thought about that for a sec. Alli WAS right " crap i screawed this up dint i?" "BIG TIME" i got up and walked to the door i turned back to alli "ok im going to make this right" Alli noded "Go get him gril!" I rolled my eyes and walked out the door and headed home hoping Eli was there and would not be to mad at me