This is a songfic from the chorus of 'Behind These Hazel Eyes' by Kelly Clarkson. This is really bad but oh well. :( I've totally twisted the meaning of the song, the words are still the same, but the meaning's waaayyy different.

Disclaimer: I'm sure everyone knows what this word means, right? And added to the fact that it's written here before this story, you don't have to be Kudou Shinichi or Hattori Heiji to work out what it means.

Here I am, once again

Ai hugged herself more tightly. She had failed - again. Failed to destroy the organisation. Failed her promise of creating the antidote for APTX 4869. Failed in everything, except creating a deadly drug that killed infinitive people.

I'm torn into pieces

Ai was, in fact, torn into pieces literally. With bullet wounds and knive slashed all over her body, she was surprised that she didn't die yet. That was excluding all the chemicals and poisons they injected into her body to die a slow, painful death.

Can't deny it, can't pretend

No, she couldn't deny it. Not pretend. How? How did it come to this? When it had been going so well...

Just thought you were the one

She really thought that maybe one of her family survived. Whether it be her mother, Miyano Elena, or father, Miyano Atsushi, or even her beloved sister, Miyano Akemi. Maybe... if they really were alive, she would have done anything to rescue them. But, how did she know that she had got it all wrong? How?

Broken up, deep inside

She was heartbroken, heartbroken that after all that hope, it was gone. That sliver of light in her life, only to be filled with darkness again. It seemd she wasn't meant to have an easy life. Nor an easy death.

You'll never get to see the tears I cry

No, she wasn't going to cry. No way. No matter how sad she was, she was not going to cry. She had learnt too well how to mask her emotions, and that's what she was going to do now.
What's that? Was it footsteps? Was someone looking for her? No, don't be stupid, no one cares about you.

Behind these hazel eyes

A figure was coming out of the hazy mist her mind had created. Who was it? Kudo? How?
Conan took her tenderly into his arms, and kissed her gently.

Kiss of life.

This sucks, doesn't it? I'm so bad with these kissy-kissy hug-hug lovey-dovey romantic scenes. I wanted to prove that I can do it, but the only thing I did was to make a fool of myself. Anyway. Plzzz write some reviews for me to make it better!