Dear my beloved,
The moment we met, I decided that I would become your friend. I was a bit jealous of the girl who always hung around you, but I had managed to become your friend.
The more I saw her around you, the more I began to wish she was gone, and that's when I began to notice that I wanted to be more than friends.
I no longer wish she was gone, as someone else seems to have appeared for her, so I think I may have my chance. Time to build up my courage.
I've been working really hard to build up the courage to say what I feel, so now I'm going to tell you. But, as I get ready to say it, another obstacle appears.
This obstacle is much worse than the girl who doted on you. I really do want it removed forever. I think I will, no I
I had nearly lost myself, and had forgotten that what's most important is your happiness. If you're truly happy, then even I can be happy.
So, I took him from you, he wasn't the one for you. You were never meant to be with him. But, the obstacle, that other girl, she could prove to be the one for you. So, please be happy. I want to see you truly smile.
I failed...you're gone now. So is she. And I'm stuck with him. I guess this is my punishment for never telling you how I feel?
I give up, a world without you is a world without the calm sea that you provided. With this letter I leave feelings that were hidden deep within me, feelings that never quite could come to be. Hopefully I can be with you as I get ready to stab my own heart, not as if I already didn't feel like a knife was lodged in it.
With love forever my beloved Sayaka,
-Hitomi
Madoka crumpled the bloodstained letter, tears flowing from her eyes, Homura gently holding her close.
Woo! this is what happens when you suddenly have the urge to write crack, and it's way past your normal sleeping time.