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Beast Boy+Terra FOREVER!

Scar of the Past

Chapter: 1

She walked towards home, her new home. She didn't want to remember her older one, it was part of her past, and her past was not to be remembered. Or so she hoped. Her thin hand made its way from the school book that was held to her chest and brushed the strand of yellow hair from her blue eyes. She wanted nothing more to do with her old home, her old friends or old life. That's why she picked this life style; it seemed most unlike her old one. Friends she hardly spent time with, work all day through on school books and other daily things she wouldn't have normally worried about.

She had turned 'him' down; he wanted her to go back so badly.

"Come with me," He had pleaded once more with those sad puppy eyes.

"No, you go. You're the Teen Titan, that's not me..." She had told him while backing away from the best thing in her life-him.

That was only a few days ago, and the hero part of her was struggling to break free, to go scream who she really was, Terra.

But she argued, she didn't want to be Terra, she couldn't go back to that life, and it was over! Terra, that girl was just a fansity! She wasn't real, this was who she was.

"Tara!" A girl with orange hair and freckles yelled as she came running up to the blonde.

Tara turned around, facing one of her newer friends, more of a buddy then a real friend. "Hi, what's up?"

"Me and the others are going out later wanna come? We might see some cute guys," the freckled face girl nudged Tara's arm and laughed.

Tara forced her smile, "No thanks go ahead. I got school work to do and... Stuff."

"Aww, okay, catch you later then..." She turned around and ran the other way towards her home.

Tara walked the rest of the way home; she was staying with a friend at the moment. Having no where else to go, she couldn't go crash in some cave, Terra would do that.

When she came to the house she made hasty steps to her room, a small little area in the attic, but it worked fine. Her books fell onto the desk that was placed to the left of her door. The small room had only a bed with a night stand and lamp, a desk for school work and make up and a closet. Make up? Ha yeah, before she was Tara the only make up the tom boy would ever where was eye liner, maybe something else for fun. But lately, she had to wear it. Tara changed from her school uniform and into a pair of shorts and a black T-shirt. She slipped out of the annoying stockings and school shoes and into some ankle liners.

Her fingers ran through the long blonde hair as Tara sat at the desk to take off the stupid make up, it was going to be dark soon enough and she didn't plan on leaving her room. She looked into the mirror that was on the wall right in front of the desk. She grabbed a sheet of make up remover and started scrubbing, slowly at first till her skin became a little paler, then she started on the other side. The make up removed showed a scar on Tara's cheek. It went from right under her eye to the far side to her cheek, the rest covered by hair. Tara hated it, where did it come from? When incased in stone, that one mark on her face never left, the skin never healed. It was a reminder of the sins she committed, forever reminding her of the past, a scar of the past.

She stared at the red mark on her face, allowing her fingers to run over it. It was smooth, as if the skin over it was still healed perfectly, the mark. It just never left, no matter how hard she tried it stayed plastered on her face. Tears welled in her blue eyes before Tara looked away, letting the blonde hair fall into her face, blocking her view.

Tara grabbed her books and a pencil from the little jar on the wooden desk to start the long hours of homework.

Admit it, you miss it all! You miss battles, you miss the Titans and I bet you even miss Beast Boy! Something inside her accused.

No! I don't miss the bloody battles; I don't miss the Titans the people who hate me. And I don't miss Beast Boy! Defiantly not him! She lowered her eye brows, trying to now block the voice out and scribbled guessed answers on the papers.

Yes you do, and you miss him more then anyone else. Don't say you don't. You love him, stop saying you-

No! No! No! NO! I don't! I never did-

Liar!

Shut up! Just shut up! Tara swung her pencil at the wall as if it would make the voice shut up, it didn't.

You loved everything about him. The jokes the animal morphing, his looks everything! Stop saying you don't-

No! It was all a game, I played with him. Even if I did still love him, NOT THAT I DID, he could never forgive me-

Then why did he come back for you? Why did he fallow you all day? Why did he want you to come back with him so badly?

Because-because…. Just leave me alone!

Tara pushed herself from the desk, no longer interested in the papers that needed to be done. She had been fighting with herself like this ever since Beast Boy had talked to her, and fallowed her all that day. Her arms crossed as she looked around, trying to avoid the mirror. It would only show her past, only keep reminding her who she was. Because of this stupid scar! She should have left the make up on.

"That's not who I am anymore, that person never really existed, she was never real." Tara whispered to herself. Despite herself, Tara looked into the mirror. The scar burned bright red over her pale face. Without meaning too, she did remember, she did think back.

FLASHBACK:

"Shh, it's okay Terra. I'm here," Beast Boy cooned to her as she cried. Trying to calm her down, holding her in his arms, not letting go untill the calls of the other Titans where heard.

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Beast Boy came to her door, slowly, he was nervous, well that was probably a understantment. He had tried to ask her out, she was scared and turned him down. She did that alot didn't she? turn him down, but that time... that time Terra went back and asked him out. And they had the night of their lives, both in the good way and bad.

END.

"No, stop thinking about that!" Tara told herself, shaking her head slightly. She turned her head away from the mirror and looked outside the window. the faint line of the giant T tower stood out agesn't the sinking sun.

Yea, I got bored and was looking at screen shots and saw the one of Terra in stone. First time i got a good look at her and saw that mark on her face. Then i thought "What if that scared? hmm..." Then WALL AH! I write a fic! second chapter soon to come!

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