I miss you

Miss you so bad

I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad.

Axel stared at a picture; it was him and Roxas at the dance. They had been named prom king and queen and the photo was taken while they danced. He silently cried as he clutched the picture to his chest. He whispered, "Why damnit?"

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly.

Demyx gently held Axel as he sobbed. He held on tightly a letter, the last thing from Roxas he'd ever get.

Demyx heard the news from Axel who was violently sobbing over the phone right after he called 911.

Axel was traumatized; he heard Roxas make suicide threats and rushed over to the blond's house to find him dead in his bathtub with his arms sliced into bits.

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It, won't be the same

Axel didn't dare move from his seat as the funeral ended. Roxas had been finally buried and put to rest.

Everyone didn't try to move Axel, they just let him sit there and stare at the ground.

Axel waited till everyone left to break down and sob, cursing loudly at the sky for taking his precious blond from him.

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly

Axel curled up with Roxas' clothes surrounding him. Roxas' parents gave Axel the clothes, knowing he had taken the lowest blow. He grabbed one of Roxas' favorite things, a worn out teddy bear. He inhaled deeply as he pulled it closer, it smelled like Roxas' shampoo.

Axel stared to cry again for the millionth time that day.

The day you slipped away...
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same

I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why.
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by

Axel rushed into Roxas' house, not bothering with anything till he found his boyfriend. He slammed the blond's door open to his room to find it empty. The bathroom, he thought. His thoughts were racing a million miles per hour when he reached for the bathroom handle. He opened the door open with too much force, cracking the wood.

In the bathtub was Roxas, paler than a ghost and neck deep in crimson water. Axel dropped to his knees and began shaking the boy, screaming at him to stop it. To stop messing around.

When he got no response, he fumbled for his phone and called 911.

He saw a note on the marble and read it,

Axel, I love you but life's too much. See you on Monday.

Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back

Axel couldn't move from his bed to go to school the next week. He refused to move, to eat, to do anything for himself. He told his mom he hoped he died so he could see Roxas again. He mumbled to himself as he fell asleep that night, "I miss you, Roxy."

I miss you.

Don't own Kingdom Heart's or Avril Lavigne-Slipped Away

I've been at an all time low lately and needed to write about it. I feel bad about making people commit suicide and cried all through this....

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