What Never Was

by cntrlphreaque

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come on sam.

no dean, i don't want to. it hurts.

it's okay sam. it will stop hurting soon.

but you said that last time and it still hurt.

i know, but the more we do it the better it will be.

no, it won't, it will always hurt. why do we have to?

because we are all we got. and i need to.

but dean, it hurts.

stop crying and take off your clothes.

can we do something else?

we tried that sam. you couldn't do it.

but you're not supposed to put it in my mouth.

yes i am, that is why they are made that way. now shut up and bend over.

dean don't hurt me.

i'll try sam. i'll try.

wait, i'm not ready.

yes, you are sam. shut up.

no, dean please.

shut up.

ow! stop! dean!

sam, hold still! right there.

please stop.

that's good sam. yes.

dean no...

yes... sam...

ow, dean... please... hurts...

almost.

please finish.

sam, yes, so good...

get off me.

okay, fine. what's your hurry?

ow, don't touch me. it hurt worse than last time.

you should not have moved. you just need to relax.

dean, please don't do it again.

sam, you know i need you.

please dean don't hurt me again.

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