This is it.. Santana thought, taking a deep breath as she sat down in her chair, a row away from one Rachel Berry..the crush she has had since 1st grade, when they met. When she was old enough to realize she did have a crush on the brunette, she...hated herself. She thought she was sinning, as possibly being Bisexual or Lesbian, and even having a crush on Rachel in general.
When she was in 5th grade, Rachel started saying ''Hi'' or "Good morning" to Santana every day, and smiling at her with her usual Rachel Berry smile, that took Santana's breath away every time. The same year, a blonde girl – Lucy (But she told everyone to call her Quinn) Fabray stepped in the picture and became immediate best friends with Santana. She also started picking on Rachel, to Santana's dismay. But, one day it all changed,
"Hello, Man hands," Quinn sneered as she walked by the brunette, knocking her books in her hands down in the process and smirking. Rachel frowned and fought back the tears, closing her eyes and blinking away the tears, then crouched down to pick them all up. She then glanced up at the fiery Latina, knowing maybe she would help her.
"Santana?" Quinn's voice called, but Santana's eyes couldn't leave the petite brunette. "San!"
Santana snapped out of it, then looked at Quinn. "W-what?"
"Aren't you coming?" it took a moment for Santana to think about what to do. She already was being called gay by some people..so she went with the second option.
"Of course, Rupaul needs to get to class." Santana instead sneered at the petite brunette, hiding her guilty feelings when she saw the look on her love's face.
Santana frowned as she remembered that memory. Now, sitting in her chair in the choir room, a row away from her...Her. She cannot describe it..
It's been awhile since that time in 5th grade. Santana...changed into being softer to Rachel, and not caring about what others think of her. She is who she is, and she does not feel like apologizing. She came out as Lesbian in High school. Her parents are accepting but not so much her grandmother. Brittney – Santana's best friend, came out as Bisexual or "Bi-corn" as the blonde says, the same week as San so that she didn't feel alone. The Blonde supports Santana and Rachel together. Now, all Santana has to do today is sing her feelings like Mr. Schue suggested to do when she talked to him about it, and today's the day.
"Mr. Schue, I have a song." Santana's hand shot up, and the teacher nodded his head, sitting with the students and letting Santana have the floor. She gulped and prayed That this wouldn't backfire on her..
"This is it..." she mumbled before starting the song.