A Mothers Lullaby
"waaaaaa waaaaa waaaa waaaaaa!!!!!!!!" ,a little boy cried sitting in front of a pond remembering to keep those sad emotions hidden untill momy came and held him tight were he could be safe and not just a half cursed demon as many people called him but he couldnt help to wonder one day what a demon really was but not just that what was a half demon ? he could still remember that day like it was yesterday
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"*oka-chan mitte mitte, theres a lake and look there is a place with a lot of flowers mommy look theres a bird and his mommy just like us " said a little boy of only 4 sitting at the eddge of the cart that an oxen piulled towards a beautiful praire in the outsides of kyoto his large and wide soft blue eyes contained all the exitement there could ever be and his chubby and small fingers grasped his mothers hand to him here hand was the safest and most warm place to be his mother was a beautiful woman she had deep green eyes that were so tender and full of care her long orange hair smelled always like sugar plums and her always smiling face was the thing that he most loved in the world ti him she was only mother but to other people she was the ryujin no miko but for others she was named karin ,he could never understand why? but he never gave that much thought to it at those times "*mou,yuuske chan your going to fall off the cart sweet pi, come here''karin said holding out her arms for an embrace in which he came quicly and at such gesture his pointy ears and tail came out ''oopssii , karin said laughing and caressing her babys head "it came out "she giggled karin-dono we are almost there so hold tight yoritadas voice cam trough the window that led to the outside she insisted to carry some of them in the cart but they all said they want to protect the cart and that it was diffucoult to do it like that, the ones who werent in the horses (yoritada,katsuzane,fujiwara,hisuiand yutsugu) were ridding the cart whic was isato akifumi and motomi they wouldnt let her go on her own anywhere and specially not when she was with yuuske he attarcted too much attention to begin with and they feared that she as reckless as she was would protect him no matter what and thats exactly waht shell do ,but she had this horrible pain because they didnt accept yuuske fully because of what he was and everytime yuuske walked with her he would get a glare from them and that angered her last time they did it karin didnt came out of the room for half a month and hse only came at night for the toilet or anything else the baby might need and they understood they wouldnt talk or say anything they said theyll try and they have but karin could still feel the tension between them ,but today was going to be different it was yuuske's 4th birthday and she was going to become the bridge between them and her baby and she had bought the ball that yuuske had liked the other day this time she was going to give him a party that was his worth