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AN: This is my first fanfic ever written, and I suppose "published" as well. I tried my best and wrote what I can. Please don't flame me! If you don't like my writing please tell me what I need to improve in, and if you like it tell me what you like. You don't have to though. XP Anyways, please give me some feedbacks if you have the time. I'll appreciate it a whole LOT if you do! Thank you!
The sky was as pale as ever, hiding the sun's beaming rays. I never knew days would be like this… it just reminds me of how empty… I felt…
It wasn't long ago I remember it as if it was yesterday. The day was bright and sunny, with some cold breezes. One of those winter days that turn from sweet to sour… Like a cheerful girl I can ever be, I ran to Sasuke-kun's presence knowing that maybe he'll greet me better than the time we were just trainees in Iruka-sensei's class. He's been awfully nice lately, showing his bright side ever since we got together. Though, everything started to change when he was accepted to one of the toughest groups in the village. Ever since, he would be training night and day not taking a break at all. Sometimes, I felt that he was just using it as an excuse in a way to avoid me.
I thought about it for hours. Later days passed, even weeks. When Valentine's Day came, he didn't do anything except train. He claims that he hated Valentine's Day because of the things he had to do. When my Birthday arrived, he didn't remember a single thing about it, which hurt me more than the fact that he disliked Heart Day. That's when I couldn't take it any more. I was patient with him, with his stubbornness and all. I gave him time, even when my heart was torn into pieces.
With such emptiness I felt, I made the biggest mistakes I could ever make! What I did, cost my very first true love. I tried holding him close, not wanting to let go, but at the end I did what I did. Sometimes, I wonder whether we'll still be together. If we were destined to just be apart. I just never thought how painful it would be, experiencing the departure from him and I. It was like a love ship that crashed on an iceberg. Sinking to whatever's down there.
I cried myself to sleep almost every night that week then trying my best to be my usual self by morn. It was hard keeping the pain inside me, feeling that my heart was ripped out and yet I'm still alive. A whole in my chest that keeps on getting bigger and bigger throughout time, having no clue how to fill it up once again. I regretted that day, so I promised myself not to date anyone any more. That's when; I found out that I wasn't the only one who's down. Someone who was observing me closely was upset as well. Surprisingly, it was Kakashi-sensei himself! His two years relationship went bitter on him. Hmmm… how did I found out? Well…
He came to me one day when I was all alone in the forest. Asking me how my day was and everything, but I must say that I had failed at hiding. He was the first person who saw me cry before. I was just that upset, and so was he. It seemed as if we needed one another since we were somewhat able to comfort each other… that was a start of a brand new day!