Ok this is my my first fanfiction about anything so please be nice and normally i wouldnt make such a good couple look bad but the naruka community is so low i had to at least put bad fanfiction in there.

Disclamer: dont own it actually i dont own anything


Natsume POV

Many people think that I, Natsume Hyuuga, am a very calm and cool person 24/7. I guess their kinda right, despite the fact they don't know me or who I really am. It's understandable logic considering how I act in front stupid people, like Polka-dots, even in front of those jackasses of teachers. The after affect of this is they think I'm cool inside and out in front of all eyes no matter which idiot they belong to.

Oh, how wrong they truly are.

But you can't really blame them; they don't know me like you do. Like you, my best friend, my reason for putting up with this mission crap, my Ruka. They don't see me when you come into my room at midnight. They don't see what you do to me.

How I get fuzzy in the head when you whimper my name.

How I lose all sense of control when I feel your cool tongue on mine.

How barbaric I get when I hear the screams and moans I make you do.

How certain "parts" of my body go crazy when I look in those beautiful blue eyes.

Do you even know? What you do to me……do you even know?

Maybe you do, maybe you don't, but whether you do or not is NOT important. What IS important is that you're in my bed tonight, no matter if I'm supposed to be "cool and calm" or not. I never was the one to follow other people's expectations anyway.


Ruka POV

Cute is not something you call Natsume Hyuuga. And it's not just because Natsume think you should never call a guy cute.

Though Ruka disagrees with this statement in general (he's living proof!). He can't help but agree that Natsume isn't cute.

He was never 'cute' or 'kawaii' in Ruka's fair and sensible opinon.

How can you call someone who's hot as the fire he controls 'cute'?

How can you call someone who's eyes are as cold as ice 'kawaii'?

How can youcall someone who's body is firm and buff like 20 yr old even though he's not 'cute'?

How can you possibly call someone who turns heads of female, male, child and adult alike 'cute'!? Hell I saw a senior just yesterday practically undressing him with his eyes!( no offense to seniors I have a grandmother too.)

He has known Natsume since life outside the academy, when he could actually give a true smile.

Ruka had studied his face, movements and........body for a looooong time.

And he still does when he goes to Natsume's room in the middle of the night ,which people with their stupidty think is soooo naughty.

Or they might think I'm jealous because my 'lover', psh please people, i being 'wooed' by another person not to mention a new girl.

........Well that's not the point!

The point is my Nat-...I mean Natsume is not cute.

Because everyone knowa cute and sexy are very different things.

See the differense? Now exuse me, I have to go 'study' Natsume some more.


Dear god that was horrible and I'm not doing this to get you to be easy on me.....Oh well please review flames are welcomed because they're expected but unfortunately I am adding chapters just out of boredom so be prepared for the worst!