It all begun the night the Waynes where murdered ... I was right there ... just watching ... I did not do a thing ... I could not do a thing ... it was the first murder I have ever seen with my own eyes ... I was watching terrified how the murderer shot ... first the man ... and then ... the woman ... I was watching them fall down ... one by one ... I was watching the kid jut standing there in shock ... I was watching the murderer , just running away ... I was watching the little poor , rich boy , crying over his parents ... I DID NOT DO A SINGLE THING TO HELP ... and I blame myself for this ... later when the police arrived ... I ran away ... but with guilt ... I came back to the station to tell them what I could remember ... the billionaire took me in his home ... we became good friends ... to the point we became ... more then friends ... at one point ... I felt lost ... like my place wasn't there ... so when the time to go to high school came ... I chose to move ... in the other side of Gotham ... I intentionally lost , all contacts with him ... he gifted me a cat before I could go ... on her neck lance there was the name ISIS ... I was ready to go ... the only problem was ... I was still in love with him ... but that was a long time ago ... I got over it ... or at least I tried ... I started sharing an apartment with my three best friends and my cat , Isis ... the high we are going too is very big , it has a lot of different profiles , me and my best friend , Dinah are o the art wing of the school , my other two friends , Red and Harls , are going to medicine , Harls on psychology and Red on chemistry ... but ... today the high school is over ...

I head out the door of the apartment , once down I go straight to the public phone , I reach to the right back pocket of my jeans and pull out a small gift bag , inside were two things , a long , cat shaped , platinum neck lance that I got from him a long time ago and a small folded paper placed there by me . I put the neck lance back and unfolded the paper , inside was noted a phone number , above it there was written in black ink ' Wayne Manor ' . I insert a coin and smile as I dialed the number , it rings once , it rings twice ad then a soft british voice calls " Wayne Manor "

I answer " Alfred , its me , I'm gonna came over , my flight is going to arrive at 5:30 p.m. at the North Gotham Airport , I need to see Bruce ! " and I hung up before he could say anything else . I fold back the paper and place it back in the gift bag as I started walking upstairs in my apartment and I thought ' Well he's one year older then me so he ended high school last year right ? ' As I enter our room I can see that Dinah just ended her phone call .

She gets of her bed and almost sing the words " Hi Selina ! Want to hang out with me and Ollie tonight ? " as her blond locks bounce around her face , I fell a tension coming from her .

I can't refuse her , and , after all this may be my last night here , witch reminds me : I have a lot of things to get done , tonight " Yeah , I would love to , Dinah ! " I told her smiling . I have to get ready , but not now .

We both sat down on each of our beds when I say " Dinah ? Do you remember the guy I told you about ? " wanting to break the news about my way ticket .

" Your first love ? Yes , you never told me his name, but , yes I do remember . Why ? " She asks curious .

I have no idea how to tell her this , I sigh and answer softly " I'm going to stay with him for a while ... " trying not to make it sound like a breakup .

Then you could clearly see that the once stressed look on her face was now replaced by a more relaxed saying " That's amazing for more then one reason ! " I give her a questioning stare and she starts explaining " Well , first : I'm happy for you , and second : tonight I was going to tell you I was moving to Ollie , and it was heartbreaking to let you here ! " and she was right , that was a good thing ." But are you sure about it ? I mean , you haven't talked to the guy in four years , right ? " she asked concerned .

With a serious face " I am sure , I known him for a long time , I loved him , he loved me ... i still love him ... " I confess before tacking a small break to get my shit together " Plus , I can take care of myself . " I add .

She gave me a smile before saying " In that case , I'm really happy for you . Now , lets get ready Ollie is going to be here in about one hour . "

I smile back at her and gave her a hug before saying " You go ahead , I have something else to do first . " as I sprinted out the door checking my watch , it's 6:57 p.m., that's 7 p.m., he's going to be here around 8 p.m. .I rushed to Red and Harley's door , I knock and without waiting for an answer I bust in the room screaming " O.M.G. Red , Harley , I'm leaving , tomorrow ! I'm gonna have to ... " I got cut of when I noticed that Red was all over Harley .

She quickly got up and almost screamed " What ?! Why ?! Were ?! " in shock .

Neither me or Red could say anything else Harley cut us of screaming " Kitty is leaving ? " and displayed a sad face .

I think Red just realized what I meant because of the expression on her face when she said " Dose that mean ... " I nodded " ... are you going to ... " I nodded again " ... are you sure ? " Red is the only one that knows about Bruce .

" Never have been more sure in my Life ! " And its true " Love you both ! " and as I sprint out the door I add " Gotta run , bye ! "

" Bye ! " They both said .

Later , I'm almost ready to go out , I got my makeup ' a soft black smokey eye with eyeliner and black lipstick ' and Hair ' an half up do with my long black and straight hair ' done , now I only need to put on my dress ' a short , mid-night-black , tight with a side cut on the left and an asymmetric neck cut dress ' and high hell black shoes .

Dinah is also ready with her light , natural makeup looking glamorous , as always , with her porcelain skin , baby blue eyes and her long , light blonde , curly locks laid down on her naked back . Her dress has a top ' sweetheart ' cut , short , skinny on the top and fluffy on the bottom spider-black dress and her high hell canary-gold sandals in her left hand .

I quickly slip in my dress and we both put our shoes on . " I'm going to the bathroom . " she said before entering the bathroom .

The door buzz goes on . I got um and moved to the door to open it , in the door there was Ollie in a raven black tuxedo " Hello ladyes " he jokes .

" Hi , Oliver , its just me , Dinah is in the bathroom . " I voice as I give him a hug , when we brake the hug he pulls out a white rose and hands it to me , " Ow ... You should't have ! Come in . " I take another look at the rose and add " Thanks . " I shout the door close and bring two of Red's vases , fill them with water and put the rose inside one of them . When I come back with the vases I can hear the Toilet flush , and I see Dinah coming out of the bathroom , the second she sees him she jumped on him , and he of course catches her .

They share a kiss an then he hands her a bouquet of red roses . She kisses him one more time before getting of him , she takes the roses she turns at me and I make a sign towards the table , where the two vases are , she sprints there and places the flowers inside , when she comes back she smiles and gives me a hug whispering " Thank you , I'm going to miss you ! " loud enough so Ollie is in total shock when he hears her , I can't help but laugh , she broke the hug to see what's funny she turns and seeing Ollie she said " I forgot to tell you , she knows ! She is leaving too ! " laughing .

He relaxed a little , he smiled saying " I m happy for you . "

" Thanks . " And the rest of the night went by real fast , we got home around 3 a.m. . I got dressed in my suit , you know , all this Catwoman thing started because om money , lack of money to me more exact , but now , I do it for the thrill , the joy , the high ... for him ... I got far from home , I've had a lot on my mind , like : ' Did I do the right thing to call ? ' anyway , it's to late to go back , or is it ? , and every thing blows up when I see him ... " Hi . " I quietly whisper .

" Hello . " He answers on a clear low pitched voice . His voice is so deep , so masculine , he comes closer and closer , he touched my cheek then he reached for a soft kiss . I pull him in a deeper more passionate kiss , he pulls me closer , I can now feel every muscle of hes chest . We have been doing all of this for about a year now , we kiss again , then for the first time , he reach for my front zipper , I can't do this , I slowly back away " I'm sorry ... " he apologize .

Without a movement I take a deep breath and say " I'm going to be gone for a while ... that's why I came , to tell you this , and , I may as well show you my face ... " I close my eyes take my eyes as I took my mask and the huge googles off to revel my face , I feel naked , I stare at him for a while , she quietly examines me , I lifted my sleeve to take a look at my wrist watch its almost 6 a.m. " I gotta run ... " this so complicated ? I knew I still loved Bruce ... but , over the years I also fell in love with Batman . Something about he's nature made it impossible for me to resist .

I finely turn around , ready to leave when I hear " You are stunning ... " on he's deep hot voice .

I couldn't help but smile " Thanks . " but when I turned back , he was gone . As soon I got home and tried to get as much sleep as I could but most of the night was still sleepless anyway , there were to many things on my mind , the next morning I started packing my bag , I don't have a lot of things , and dress up whit a pair of jeans , a gray spaghetti strap top and a thin black leader jacket . On the plane I fall asleep thinking ...