Ok, so I came up with this letter after I wrote "A letter to Ian" It's been a year since Wes passed away, and Lily stills misses him. I decided to write this because I think that Wes and Lily also had a beautiful relationship, and it ended too soon. Also there is hardly any fan-fictions with both of them. It's probably super depressing, but it's still really good :).
My Dearest Wes,
It's hard to believe how fast time goes by for some, and for others it feels like many years. I use to be a person who never worried about time, but the table has turned now. I live each second separately, fighting to live. I always thought people were exaggerating when they say that it feels as though they drowning from a broken heart, but it describes it perfectly. I still feel like this almost everyday.
What I hate the most is the time I wasted not being with you. You had a crush on me from the time I first I arrived in the caves, but I was too blind to see it. I could have been with you for years, but I just messed it up. I will always thank Wanda for bringing us together for the few months that we did get to spend with each other.
It hurts so much to be here. I'm sitting next to your grave. All that marks it is a few stones. My heart shudders at each thought about you. I love you Wes, you were always the one. Why did I have to be so blind, or more importantly, why did it have to happen to you? We finally found each other, only to have us ripped apart from each other. As Melanie once told me, "You never know have much time you have."
I had never expected to find love in the caves, but then I suddenly saw you. You were everything I always wanted and more. You were kind, sweet, gentle, caring, and an overall beautiful person. I never expected that from you. You were filled with anger the first time you saw Wanda, and then you suddenly felt protective of her. I saw you in a new light, and you were beautiful.
When I try to think about what I miss the most about you, I come up with the same answer; everything. I miss your smile that could light up my day, your eyes, which were filled with so much joy. I miss the sound of your voice, the sound of your laughter. I miss the feel of your arms around my waist, holding me in the one place I belong. I miss your ability to make my day better. I just miss you, my soul mate.
It's hard to believe that it's been one year to the day. I seems so much longer to me. Everyday seems to drag on, and true fully I'm not living. I'm so separated from everyone else. I try to fit in, but I'm surrounded by my grief. You knew how much I loved soccer, but now I can't stand it.
Every soccer game reminds me of the day we played against Ian and Wanda. We were just playing around, and we ended up losing. You were aggregated, claiming that we were hustled, but they won fair and square. I told you to stop being a sore loser and you told me you would lose with grace for me. Later that night you told me you loved me and had been waiting for your whole life for a girl like me. You got one knee and gave me my prize possession, a ring more beautiful then any sunset.
Tears are now streaking down my face, dotting the paper I write on. Why, Wes, why? Why did you have to leave me? I loved you. You were the only thing left in this world that I loved. No matter how many days go by, I love you more than the last. I will always stand by this. I will never forger you my dear Wes. You were, and are everything to me. I will always be your girl, no one could ever change that. I will forever be your fiancé, since you never got to see our wedding day . I love you more than I ever thought possible, and fall in love with you more each day.
Forever Yours,
Lily
Wow... I just reread that I 'm crying/speechless. I think it's the best piece I've ever written. Please review, I really want reviews.