Hello!
Kyeire let me use her idea to write this. I…revised the summary a bit, but it's basically running along the same lines.
For most who've read her profile page, she basically told you what it's about.
This will probably be like Stephanie Meyer and mostly be in Bella's Point of view unless I say otherwise.
Chapter 1
It had been three days since he left that I finally went to Jacob. I felt horrible for using him for comfort. But it hurt. So bad.
He didn't ask any questions, or speak a word, although his tight face gave away what he was thinking. He looked murderous.
I took his angry face in my hands, barely realizing now that his head was bigger than before. He changed so much since that fateful day on the beach.
I stared into his eyes, and I knew my sorrow was showing because it was reflected in his eyes. He looked back at me, his face filling with more sorrow, as if I was continually pouring all the grief from…oh God, I couldn't even think his name.
A single tear fell from my eye, and I watched it fall in Jacob's glassy eyes.
"Bella…" He kissed the tear away, and I grabbed him and directed those lips to mine.
"Don't say anything." I whispered in between small kisses, looking him straight in the eyes. They looked to be in pain, for me, for himself, for the situation.
Then I closed my eyes. And his lips became aggressive. This was what I was looking for. Not sweetness, but savageness. Something to bury myself in. I wanted to forget.
I felt bad for using him, but I let him take my hand. Let him lead me into his house. I let him sleep with me.
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