Based off of the song Mumford & sons little lion man
Shattered: you can't save everyone, but when you can't save the person the love…who can you save?
"I…Really fucked up didn't I?"
Sora awoke in the daze he'd been in before…not because he wanted to mind you, he messed up more then he ever had.
"It's…your heart on the line…yet I"
You wanted to protect me…when it was my job to protect you…to protect all of you, and I couldn't do that…nothing could've stopped them not Leon…not Cid...not even Cloud…but you…you tried you ran head fast straight into the thick of it, and I lost you in the darkness
"It wasn't your fault but mine..."
I got there late I herd you already ran in you tried harder than anyone else, because you knew I'd come and you didn't want me…to face it all alone
I should've…shown up as soon as it had happened
But did I?...I didn't I was with Kairi who kept saying it'd be ok, they'd be ok they didn't need my help I was worried but she kept telling me…pleading with me to stay until I finally just left on my own…to see you and everyone else…to see my second family but the trepidation didn't help seeing you…used as a container for heartless, didn't help seeing tears fall out of your lifeless eyes as the last humane thing you said was that you loved me, didn't help having to strike you down while you weren't yourself didn't ether…but one thing that did was being able to share the last minutes you had alive with me…when using the last of your strength to kiss me…and smile ever so slightly because you knew it was the end and you didn't want to leave but they gave you no choice, I gave you no choice.
They say angels should never touch the ground…but when you did you left me forever they say its better to love than lost…but they don't know the price of loving then having to take that person out of the world…the anguish the day I lost you…Yuffie I couldn't live with myself.
"Your pride lies among the wreck"
You may have forgiven me…but that won't change the fact that I…Just wanted to be with you…even when I never knew…that you loved me…which hurt more then anyone…or anything ever could.
I started to seek refuge in Cloud…we understood each other…except he could've saved the girl he had at one point loved the most but couldn't rather didn't know what to do, yet one person who loved him more then her or anyone else wanted nothing more then to be by his side, he fought that because he wanted to protect her…eventually he gave in to his feelings that had been clouded by the feelings he knew never existed but did so in the form of his old friend he could move on and love another…at least he could.
I know I'll never find redemption in my head
But…I hope one day everyone who can't save themselves won't feel the need to fear I'll save them like I should've saved you, wouldn't that make up for not showing up when you needed me the most… My dear.
"You'll never be what you want to be in your heart"
Inside I knew I had to move on but…on the outside I was dying I lost what made my heartbeat as soon as I discovered your love…only for those few moments did it feel like I was whole only to lose you before I could truly appreciate it but I kept moving kept fighting because I'd find my salvation, it'd be in ending all of the ones who took you away, I shed my childish ways for serious emotionless ones I pushed her away because I knew she caused your downfall I wanted no…needed to avenge you because…what you showed me in those last moments would be enough to push me through to get me through this fight to end their existence for your sake even now when the final horde charges and breath escapes the shattered ribs that haven't seen rest in days and everyone I called friend left, I would keep going knowing this would be the end and…I'd finally be able to be with my dearly beloved…
