yes another story about Anorexia, but it's the only way i can get my feelings out so, i hope you like it, whoever's reading. (5/30 edit: all the trolls will live together)

Your name is Karkat Vantas, and you have a problem no one knows about. This problem explains your rage, and your temper. It is why you are like this, and why you don't go back. You've had it forever, and you don't want to rid it. You are suffering form a disorder; a painful disorder, from Anorexia Nervosa. You can only wear long sleeves because of the scars you have. You are fucking sick, and you don't want to get better. Your name is Karkat Vantas, and you suffer from Anorexia Nervosa.

Carcinogeneticist began pestering Ana Nervon:

CG: HELP ME ANA MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS.

AN: YOu must believe in being )(thin)(

CG: CAN YOU HELP ME WITH THAT FUCKASS OR DO I HAVE TO BE ALONE.

AN: LIsten to me, i'll be there. I'm your only friend and I'll tell you how to be )(thin)(. I'll list steps if you tell me your current weight when I do.

CG: ARE YOU SURE FUCKASS, OR ARE YOU JUST LYING, BITCH.

AN: DOn't worry, you'll be ok, I'll help you

CG: I'LL ONLY FUCKING SAY THIS SHIT ONCE, BUT…THANK YOU.

AN: YOur welcome CG, you're welcome.

Ana Nervon ceased pestering with CarcinoGeneticist at 11:23 pm.

Karkat sighed, and looked at his arm, the one he just cut.

"I wish the pain would just leave, so I can be normal again." He sat in the same room that started his disorder; the bedroom, and cried. He cried most of the night, and into the morning where he heard a message ding.

EctoBiologist began pestering CarcinoGebeticist:

EB: hey Karkat.

CG: FUCK DO YOU WANT

EB: I just wanted to see how you were. Karkat stared, he wanted to say not fine, but that would spill it, so he stuck with what he said to everyone.

CG: I'M FINE

EB: that's nice to hear

CG: WHY DID YOU FUCKING PESTER ME IF ALL YOU WANTED TO ASK HOW I WAS

EB: Well there was something, but I forgot it, sorry.

CG: NOW GO AWAY, AND MIND YOUR OWN SHIT EGBERT

CarcinoGeneticist ceased pestering with EctoBiologist at 9:58 am.

"Boy, I'm such an idiot." He went to lay on his bed, and at that moment sollux decides to burst through the door.

"KARKAT!" Karkat sat up.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT SOLLUX?!" Sollux stood there.

"Uh, well… I wanted to 2ee you." Karkat looked away.

"Why?" Sollux walked a little closer.

"You haven't been out of your room for days now, are you ok?" Karkat laid back down.

"I'm fine, now get your ass out of my room before I flip my shit." Sollux backed away again.

"Geez Karkat, why 2o mad?"

"Just leave Sollux, just leave," Sollux shrugged, and left the room, closing the door behind him. "Why do I do this, why do I care, I should be dead. I should not live right now, for no one cares." Then he remembered Ana's words: "I'll give you tips if you tell me your current weight" Karkat sighed, and went to the bathroom, and sighed.

"If I really want to be thin, then I must do this." He stepped on the piece of metal, and sighed last time he weighed himself was about six years ago, and he was about 8. He was 73 pounds then, and now at age 14, and after three years of anorexia, he is now at 95, and dropping.

"Karkat, you fat fuck, you'll never be thin again." Kanaya was walking past the bathroom when Karkat said that. (Yes most trolls live together, but not all only Soullux, Karkat, Terezi, Gamzee, and Kanaya, the rest live other places.) She knocked.

"Karkat, are you ok."

"I'M FINE KANAYA FUCKING FINE!"

"Are you sure, you're yelling." Karkat sounded distressed.

"YEAH, NOW GO!"

'Just tell me if anything's bothering you." Karkat sighed. He'd never tell Kanaya anything, this was his disease, and only his, and no one else wanted it. He was the only one who deserved it. He cried again. He sat there for hours not letting anyone in, he didn't move, and soon he heard the ding of pesterchum.

Ana Nervon began pestering CarcinoGeneticist:

AN: HEy what's your weight?

CG: FUCKING 95 POUNDS. FAT RIGHT

AN: WEll we could aim for 76 or maybe even 70, that's our goal, and I have a way…

CG: WHAT, TELL ME THE FUCKING WAY

AN: YOu could take two fingers, and stick them down your throat

CG: I'LL TRY

AN: THanks, remember only when you've reached our goal will you be )(thin)(

Ana Nervon has ceased pestering with CarcinoGeneticisct at 11:30 am.

"So all I have to do is stick two fingers down my throat." Karkat did it, and out came the measly portion of food he had that day. He saw in the mirror his stomach looked a bit flatter, and he felt better.

"That was all you needed, no more." He walked back to his room, and lay on his bed in the dark room. He liked the dark, it made him feel better, how he could see no one. Soon he fell asleep, and didn't wake up for hours. When he did wake up, it was late, but he didn't want to sleep.

TwinArmageddons began trolling CarcinoGeneticist:

TA: hey karkat!

TA: Karakt

TA: hey

TA: are you even awake

TA: iit'2 been an hour and you haven't responded

CG: LOOK I'M FUCKING RESPONDING RIGHT NOW, THERE YOU ASS

TA: woah karkat, calm your2elf

CarcinoGeneticist ceased trolling with TwinArmageddons at 9:47 pm.

"Why do people even fucking care for me, it's not like I'm special?" Karkat sat there again, in that chair the one that started this three years back. He slowly got up, and walked to the bathroom