Basically, when I get upset for no apparent reason, I write -extremely bad- poetry. This is just some depressing Phan poetry for whoever actually reads what I post. Yah.
If I said I'd die,
Waiting for you to love me,
How would you respond?
Because the truth is,
I'd wait for you forever,
But I know you won't.
~o0o~
I didn't mean to start the conversation,
or to giggle at your jokes,
did I?
I didn't mean to include you,
or to befriend you,
did I?
I didn't mean to make you so important,
or to depend on you,
did I?
I didn't mean to tell you my secrets,
and get you to to tell me yours,
did I?
I didn't mean to fall in love with you,
or never leave your side,
did I?
I didn't mean to hurt you,
or make you cry,
did I?
I didn't mean to leave you,
but,
I did.
~o0o~
If I were to fall in love,
why would it matter
who they were?
Surely all that would matter
is who they are now?
~o0o~
If I told you that I miss you,
would you miss me?
If I told you that I need you,
would you need me?
If I told you that I love you,
would you love me?
But, I already know the answer.
Not only do I not miss you,
I have never missed you.
Not only do I not need you,
I have never needed you.
Not only do I not love you,
I have never loved you.
And that is how it will stay.
