Chapter 1

BPOV

I had just gotten home from babysitting some little brats while their parents were at work, it is summer after all, and was so tired. I saw Edward come out of his next door and over to me.

"Hey Edward, let's watch a movie at my house tonight," I suggested

"Okay, I'll bring Freedom Writers!" Edward said.

"Aw! Come on, you know that movie always makes me cry!"

"That's why I like it, then I can comfort you."

I have been best friends with Edward Cullen my entire life and I can't imagine my life without him. I have been having some weird feelings toward him lately, though. But luckily he doesn't seem to realize.

"Okay, fine. Come by at like seven-ish; I'll go get some food."

"Can I come with you? I love to eat!" his older brother Emmett said as he walked out the front door of his house.

"You don't even know what were getting it for, Emmett. And you always make me get a ton; so, no, you can't come with me," I argued

"Fine," he huffed as he got into his car.

"I'll see you later Edward!" I called as I got into my truck and sped off.

EPOV

As Bella went to go get food for us tonight I had a sad feeling in the pit of my stomach. It was like I was losing a part of me for a little while. But I decided to just shrug it off and find the movie.

My cell phone went off a little later and I answered it.

"Hi?"

"Hey Eddie! It's Alice. I was wondering if you and Bella had plans tonight?"

"Yeah, actually we do. I'm going over to watch a movie. And no, you guys can't come."

"Aw, why not?" Alice whined.

"I'm going to try to see if Bella has the same feelings as I do. I really like her, Alice. I try to picture life without her and I can't. I think I'll kiss her tonight if she gets sad. We're watching Freedom Writers, after all. "

"You know she'll get sad. She always cries at that movie. You'll definitely get some tonight!"

"Alice, I'm not going that far anytime soon; you know that!"

"I know. Well, I've got to go, Jazz is expecting me soon. Bye!"

And with that she hung up. Great, now I'm really nervous. Maybe I shouldn't do this tonight. Though, if I don't, that Mike kid will be steps behind me.

I had to tell him I was going to do this to keep him from asking Bella out today.

BPOV

When I got home I saw Edward as he ran out to help me with the groceries. Living next door to each other had its perks. Oddly, he had this stupid grin on his face.

"What's with the grin?" I asked.

"Oh, um, I just got to the next level in Call of Duty."

That sentence came out as if he was unsure; I wondered if he was hiding something.

"Really? Then why did it come out as a question?"

"Well, I didn't mean for it to. I guess."

And with that we were done carrying in the groceries so he threw me over his shoulder and carried me to the couch and started a pillow fight. We were so mature. I even stuck my tongue out at him which he copied and did that raspberry thing with his mouth. I couldn't help thinking about how delicious-looking his mouth was, I wanted to kiss it right there. But I knew I couldn't, he didn't like me back. He probably just thought of me as a sister.

He got up to pack up the food and just left me there staring at the ceiling.

"Why did you leave?"

"You just looked so thoughtful. So, I left you there. Let's start the movie!"

"Okay, promise me you won't laugh when I start crying?"

"Yes, I promise."

"Okay, let's go!"

And with that we started the movie.