Okay guys this is my new story. Sorry i haven't updated the other one yet i haven't had time. warning this has offensive language that relates to sexual content later on just a heads up. sm owns twilight sorry but its true.
just a heads up bella has lived in forks since she was fourteen.
okay here it comes:
b.p.o.v.
for as long as i could remember i had been the best friend the one that was always there for him. Jacob. i had been the one he came to when he wanted to talk about his new conquests. I had been the one he came to when he was lonely. I watched sports with him just to make him happy. I hate sports but i put up with it for him, always for him.
I always saw him with a new girl on each arm every week. i listened as he described how he tapped that. it crushed me every time i had to listen to him. but i stayed because i love him. stupid of me huh, loving the player but i can't help it, even now as i listen to him describe his new girl of the week. i think her name is morgan. then the one that goes on the other arm, i am pretty sure that one is Erika.
they used to be my friends until this week then they will be like all the others blaming me when he dumps them. By now i am used to the whispers, the letters, the glares, the tripping, but i will never get used to having no one, i only have one girl, she is my friend only because she has a boyfriend and her and jacob are like fire and water. Me and her will hang out when i am not waiting for jacob to phone. pathetic right.
back to the present.
"Hey Bella, what's going on? Why are you so distracted lately."
"Oh sorry, i must have blanked out for a second."
" Thats fine i was just telling you about this new girl Jessica, boy she has a deep throat like no ones business. Hey can you ask her in the girls locker room if she can meet me behind the gym today? i wanna get something down that deep throat of hers if you catch my drift. thanks."
deep down i knew it was wrong of me to always do this but i had no choice if i wanted to be his friend.
in the locker room when i told jessica this she laughed and said she would definatly be there and to be a good little doggy and do as she said.
i wanted to smack that bitch across the face for calling me a dog but i didn't want to get in trouble with jake for smacking his whore of the moment.
i dutifully did as she asked and told jake that she would be there just like he wanted i felt like i wasnt there and that i should be doing something better to get his attention. i needed help help my dad couldn't give me.
i wanted advice on how to dress like lauren and jessica. i had to go to alice cullen she was one of the only people to not hook up with jake partially because they were different also partially because she is going out with jasper. i needed help i wanted to look hot but i would need to tease him and resist. i didn't just want to be his whore of the moment.
so i turned to reinforcements.
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