F.E.A.R.
One-Shot
Reject Love, For Me?
Here's To You

Hello dear FEAR and Paxton readers.

I am here today to bring to us Paxton's love letter.
That's right, I said love letter.

There's only one thing I have to explain right now;
You, the reader is Gwenivere.
BTW, there are many ways to spell Gwenivere.

I found this somewhat hard to write since I'm a girl writing to another girl...
O well, I just had to think of Gwenieve, you as one of my girl crushs. XD

My dearest Gwenivere,

It's been a long time since we've spoken or even seen each other but I must say, you have always been very special to me.
I cannot say if this note will bring a smile to your face or tear in your eye.

The heavens themselves weep for these words are only for you.
Time itself seems to grow longer every time a thought of mind stumbles onto a memory of you.

I remember your dark strawberry blonde curls drifting down your face.
I cannot forget how you always smiled like you were surprised you remembered how.
I remember your pale moon kissed skin and the flush it carried, almost as if a pink lady danced across your smooth skin.
Your hazel green eyes always danced when I meet them.
And your voice has always been soft, gentle, and honey dipped.

I am sorry to flatter you such but a woman of your structure deserves such compliments.
You are the stars themselves and I the moon.
Without you, I will not simply shine as brightly.
But I fear I must shine without you for Fate has strung her harp and now a different tune plays for us.

I disapprove of what Fate has done to us but alas, she is right.
It has been too long and time will not wait for us.

I write to you because I must admit my feelings.
I have dreamed of you, I once loved you but now I must let you go.
Hopefully you let me go long ago for I do not wish for your tears to bring about a broken smile.

I'm sorry to say these shallow words but it's gonna be ok because by the time you gather the courage to read this letter you'll have let me go and found someone else to love.

'If you love something set it free. If it comes back than it's yours but if it doesn't, than it never was.'

Please, reject me kindly;
Paxton Fettel

So you are Gwenieve.
I chose your hair color and appearance because these
are somewhat common elements most females
have in books and movies.

I chose Strawberry Blonde because of it's combined meaning.
Red represents, youthfullness, beauty, courage, sex, and easily angered.
Blonde was often associted with prostitutes/seductress, heroes, and noblity.

I chose Hazel green eyes because there other colors of Hazel. (EX: Hazel mixed with blue, brown, green, or gray)
Hazel green because of the compassion and healing qualities asscoited with the eye color and is also consoidered signs of a witch, a werewolf or a vampire.

Pale moon kissed skin with the flush as throught a pink lady danced across it.
Pale skin because I find it beautiful with red hair.
A pink lady is a drink.

All of this is meant for Gwenieve, you.
I myself am the oppsite of all this.
Dark hair, dark eyes, and tan skin.
OPPSITE.