Summary: This is a fanfic for my femnaru club! The theme is sakura. So my story is about sakura thinking back to the times when Sasuke and Naruto were kids. When they were a team. This is sort of be like Sakura's journal.
'Sometimes when I try really hard to remember, I can conjure up my faint memories.'
'I can remember when Sasuke, Naruto, and I were all team mates.' 'When we stuck together and tried to help each other.'
'Most importantly, when Naruto was actually happy.' 'When Sasuke left, I knew I was sad, but I also knew that Naruto was more hurt than me.' 'Back then I was nothing but crazy fan girl, going for Sasuke-kun's love.' 'It wasn't Kakashi-sensei's scolding that set me to be a real kuniochi, it was actually Naruto.'
'Every time I saw Naruto practicing, I knew that he was trying his best.' 'I knew that he was trying to prove himself worthy, worthy for the village, worthy for the Hokage's title, but most importantly to prove himself worthy for my love.'
'I guess I was just too blind to see that Naruto loved me for who I was, not for my looks, or my intelligence.' 'He didn't even mind that I wasn't that good of a kuniochi.'
'I set myself straight, but it was too late.' 'I wasn't strong enough to get Sasuke to come back to Konoha.' 'I hopelessly put all my hope on Naruto.' 'It was my hope and promise with Naruto that made him lose.'
'I knew it was my fault when Naruto came back from the Valley of the End, bruised, bleeding, bones broken, but most importantly, his heart broken.' 'He acted happy, but I knew him enough to tell that his soul and very essence was crying.'
'Naruto thought that he was weak, but I wasn't him that was weak, it was me.' 'Naruto had a pure heart, one that could not find fault in anyone, one that could not hate, and one that could not even think that someone is evil.' 'Naruto always looked for the good in people, even people who didn't deserve him, like me.' 'I used to be so mean to him, but he always laughed with me, he cheered me up, and whether I liked it or not, he was like family to me.'
'I only saw a cheerful, happy, confident figure in Naruto, but inside of Naruto is a soul and heart wanting to be seen, known, loved, or at least acknowledged.' 'I was a fool, and now it is too late to say that I'm sorry.'
'So, now I can only ask the heavens to tell Naruto that I really miss him, I loved him, but most importantly I'm sorry for everything I did that was bad too him'