This is my first Narnia fic.

I had never felt this, dead, this....Lifeless.
Without them, without him...It makes me feel nothing other than pain.
I cannot age, which I am hating. I cannot die.
I'm Tasha. Thats who I will always be. I've tried and tried to forget them....But I can't. If only I could have been with them when they left, then maybe I could have prevented it, or went with them.

But it doesn't matter now. Nothing matters now.
The past is something I wish I could forget....But never shall I forget the time when I found my true love.

Flash Back

We had won the battle against the White witch. We were all very happy.

Peter and I...well...We just clicked. And something formed from the moment we met.
He asked if I wanted to go on a walk with him, I said Yeah.
We were walking and looking at the stars in silence, I broke it.

"The stars are so beautiful aren't they?" I asked him, He looked at me, then away.

"I've seen something more beautiful." He told me, I looked at him, he smiled shyly at me, and took my hand.

"Really?" I asked him, he smiled more and pulled me closer to him.

"Yes, Much more beautiful."

I looked down, blushing. He put his hand under my face, to make me look at him. I looked into his eyes, and we both started to lean in closer to each other.

Eventually, our lips were less than two inch's apart. He leaned in the rest of the way and kissed me, softly on the lips.
I kissed him back, and we walked back to the castle, fingers intertwined. Both in love. Forever and Always. x

That was the day my life, well then I thought, Made sence.

ENd Flashback

I've tried everything to let go...Die even, But nothing.
I'm too much in love with Peter still.
They left narnia after years. YEARS!
It wasn't fair. Not one bit.
Aslan left too, then....The Telmarines came and invaded Narnia.

That was Years ago though....almost 1300 Years ago.

I have seen the pevensie kids at their schools, In their world.
The world they left me for.

I have seen them, a lot. Their world does not time like ours...Mine.
When a year has gone by for them, 1300 for Narnia.

Strange. But still true.

I've waited and waited for some sign they're coming back.

But I have seen nothing of good use to me.

I will go to sleep crying again, and again, for That is the only way I can truely sleep.

***The next morning***

I woke up with a start. I had seen something..Something good.

I had seen the pevensie's coming back to Narnia. Here..Narnia!
Then I remembered what had happened before and frowned.

Hours went by, still nothing. I was wearing my black cloak which hid my face. I was afraid I had mis-read what I had saw, Then I saw them.

I saw him.

They were walking with Trumpkin, The little dwarf. I waited, then, I pounced.

I had my sword around Peter's Neck. Everyone had their crossbows out, and/Or Swords pointed at me.
I laughed humourlessly, and spoke to Trumpkin.

"You might not want to keep that pointed at me, Trumpkin. I wouldn't want it going off, while Pointed at me."
Trumpkin reconized my voice, and dropped the airows.

I took my sword away from Peter's neck. My cloak still covering my face.
Everyone of the pevensie's stared at me.

"I'm sorry. I didn't reconize your-err- Outfit." Trumpkin told me, I sighed.

"Whatever." I muttered, looking down. I hated to look at him...

"Who are you?" Edmund asked me, I laughed humourlessly.

I took my cloak off and showed them my idenity.

They all gaped at me, wide eyed.

"Tasha?" Susan asked, I nodded. My dark eyes looking at each one of them...all except one.
Peter couldn't stop looking at me.

"If Narnia is...1300 years old..then shouldn't you be......Dead?" Edmund asked me, I shrugged.

"I didn't age for the 18 years you all were here...I'm not going to start now." I said flatly, My lips twitching. I was fighting a smile.

Peter gave me a small smile, I looked away from him.

"I'm Taking them to Caspian." Trumpkin told me, I smiled slightly.

"Ok...I'm coming too. If were to defeat the telmarines, You'll need my help." I told them, Trumpkin nodded.

I did my best not to look at Peter, I was afraid I'd cry if I really looked at him.

We walked and walked around the forest, Peter said he knew where he was going..CHA RIGHT!

"Peter, your going the wrong way." I told him, He shook his head.

"I'm not, It's this way."

"No it isn't" I told him, Getting annoyed.

He ignored me and started to walk that way.

"It's not that way." Trumpkin said, I rolled my eyes.

"I'm just gonna follow him to prove he's wrong." I smiled grimmly at Peter, Who gave me a look. I looked away quickly.

We followed Peter until we got to a place where there was a cliff.

"Is there anyway down?" Edmund asked.

"Yeah, Falling." Trumpkin said.

We turned to go the other way, but we heard Lucy...

"Aslan?......Look! It's Aslan Over there!" SHe told us, We looked, I saw nothing, But I knew she was telling the truth.

"Do you see him now?" Trumpkin asked, Lucy looked at us all.

"I'm Not crazy. He was right over there." Lucy told us.

Peter looked at her.
"I'm sure there are a plenty amount of lions in the forest."

"The last time I didn't believe Lucy, I ended up looking pretty stupid." Edmund said, Peter looked at Lucy.

"I'm Sorry, Lu." And walked the other way, I glared at him, And gave Lucy a look of sorrow.

We went the other way, Until we got to where the Telmarines were building, we hid behind a pile of lumber.

"Maybe we shouldn't have come this way after all." Susan told Peter, I got up and walked back into the forest.

We walked back to where Lucy had seen Aslan.

"So, where do you think you saw Aslan?" Peter asked her, Lucy narrowed her eyebrows.

"I wish you'd all stop acting like grown ups. I dont think I saw him, I did see him."

"I am a grown up." Trumpkin muttered.

"He was right over-AHH!" Lucy fell down.

"LUCY!" Susan yelled and we all ran to her, SHe had found a ledge.

"Here." SHe muttered.

We went down, and down, and down. Until we got to where the water was. Well, water and rocks.

I just about fell onto the ground, because I had tripped on a rock, But Peter caught me by the waist. I wanted to kiss him then and there, But I knew I wouldn't.

"Thanks." I muttered to him, and got out of his arms.

This was going to be hard....Not loving Peter.
Well, not publicly Loving Peter.

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