A/N so this is my first fic ever so reviews would be appreciated=) I don't own anything the Characters belong to JKR and the lyrics are to Rufus Wrainwright- Hallelujah
"Hallelujah"
I heard there was a secret chord
that David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this:
The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall and the major lift
the baffled king composing Hallelujah
"I'm sorry."
"I'm not interested."
"I'm sorry!"
"Save your breath."
Lily was standing in front of him with her arms crossed in front of the portrait of the Fat Lady. "She is beautiful even especially when she was angry even if she is mad at me" He thought.
"I only came out because Mary told me you were threatening to sleep here"
"I was. I would have done. I never meant to call you a mudblood it just—"
"Slipped out?" Her voice was venomous with anger and he thought she might hit him.
"I deserve this, she should hit me. How could I be so stupid, calling her a mudblood maybe she'll just kill me and then I won't have to live without her…"
Lily's angry voice tore him from his thoughts. "It's too late. I've made excuses for you for years. None of my friends can understand why I even talk to you. You and your precious little Death Eater friends.
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah...
Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
And she tied you to her kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah...
Baby I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor,
I used to live alone before I knew you
And I've seen your flag on the marble arch
and love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
"They're not my friends." That was the first thing he had said since he apologized.
"Whatever Sev that's a lie you hang out with them, you eat with them, you do everything with them."
"Who else would I do that with they are in my house." Now he was angry it's not like he like Avery or Mulciber they were mean to everyone even him but at least they protected him from the Marauders once in a while. "They are the only people who aren't mean to me in my house and if they knew I was talking to you right now they would probably throw me out a window, no they are not my friends."
"Then why do you spend time with them?" Her voice sounded angry but her eyes were flooded with concern.
"I only spend time with them because A.) Once in a while they keep the Marauders off my ass and B.) You are the only real friend I actually have and you aren't in all of my classes or my house so I had to spend time with them.
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah...
Well there was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show that to me do ya
But remember when I moved in you
And the holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
"So this is my fault I don't spend every minute of my day with you, so that means its ok to spend time with bullies and Death Eaters? Well I have a life too you know my world doesn't revolve around you."
"I know that Lily I just meant than I'm not good at making friends and being with them is better than being alone."
"So you don't believe in all that blood status crap do you?"
"Of course not!"
"Then why did you call me a mudblood? She asked the question so quietly he almost didn't hear her.
"I was upset and hurt." His response was almost as quiet as her question.
"I've heard you call other people mudblood and I ignored it but you never called me that. Why am I different because if you think about it my blood is just as dirty as other muggleborns.
"I only called muggleborns that when Avery and Mulciber made me."
"Did they ever try to get you to call me a mudblood?
"Yes." The way he said it made it sound like he had lived a hundred lifetimes and Lily actually felt bad for him before she came to her senses and remembered why she was mad in the first place.
"Then why didn't you? Why am I so special, Severus and don't lie about some friend since we were nine crap!"
Maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
And it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah...
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelu...
Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah
Hallellllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuujjjaahhhh...
Hallelllluuuuuujjaaaaaah
"Lily you want to know why? It's because I have been in love with you since we were nine years old!! Happy?"
After about 2 minutes of silence she finally managed to choke out. "You… you love me?"
"Yes. He whispered before he captured her lips with his own. Lily was shocked to find she was kissing him back. Why am I kissing him I should be mad but he is so good at this… She thought.
When they finally broke apart he whispered "I understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore." Before he walked quickly towards the Slytherine side of the castle.
As Lily walked back into Gryffindor tower she thought about what he had said and decided that she would talk to him again tomorrow.
A/N Hope you enjoyed it I plan on having a few more chapters so R&R