i miss you

by br0kenHeartsx

my feelings on my ex-boyfriend, we broke up on july 1st 2009, he dumped me for a 12 year old were 16 and we hurt ourselve's for eachother. we were madly inlove. i cried and cut , and ended up in the hospital for you.

Jon-Erick Vizena

Jon-Erick Vizena, oh how I love you. I still dream of you, I want to kiss you, and hold you, and show my affection to you, in million's of amazing way's, but your like venomous Poison in my veins, and your'e addicting and obsessive.

I want your beautiful children, and we can have how many you wanted, im made for you, but, you refuse to realise that.

I cry every single day and night, at the thought's of you entering my messed up head, you,however, probably never think of me, or you try and hope you dont. A part of you must want to be with me, as you said, I am your soulmate, or was you lying, to make me feel better ?

I bet zoe cant love you the way I do, I know more thing's about you then she ever will. How can you just stop loving somebody, thats what you said too me, now Mr Vizena, That question I can ask you.

How do you just stop loving somebody ?

I adore you, I want to hold you, I still hold a pillow at night, believing it could be you one day, holding me in your arm's as I sleep peacefully on your chest.

I would love every minute of that.

You made mark's into your'e flesh for me, for eachother, and then you throw it all the way.

If she really knows the truth, then she deserves you, but you'll be done.

Ignorance is blessed.

Your's Truly,

My Love,

Meilene-Elizabeth Menturaz.