Everyone thought that we were a perfect couple. We always looked so happy on the outside, two people happily in love. That's a big fat lie. At home with no prying eyes we're constantly at each others throats. The smallest things sets us off. For me it's the way Arthur complains about almost everything. For Arthur it's how I prop my feet on the table. It's like Arthur's the night and I'm the day, never meant to collide as we do. We pretend though, for our people, for the "Special Relationship" but lately I've begun to wonder why we pretend. It's obvious to us that we'll never be able to love each other again as we did when we first started dating. Arthur loves Yao, it shows in the way he speaks about him and the way he looks at him. He only ever praises Yao, I wish he would look like that at me and speak of me like that sometimes before I remember that I certainly do NOT feel anything towards him. Nope, that's impossible. I don't love how his nose crinkles when he laughs, how his green eyes look so lively when he gets into a good debate, how his hair falls so messily no matter how many times he combs it, how he gets so absorbed in a book he doesn't get up for hours, how happy he looks when I say his cooking is good, how he looks in my jacket, how cute he looks when he pouts, the taste of tea on his lips when I kiss him, how he blushes at almost anything remotely romantic or embarrassing, now he tries to hide his smiles, and most certainly not how peaceful he looks when he's curled up next to me in bed.
I defiantly do not love Arthur Kirkland, that's an absurd idea.
A/N: Hey everyone! This is only my second Hetalia fanfic so I'm sorry if the characters are in anyway OOC. I really hope you like it! Review's make me very happy, especially critiques! I'm always looking for a way to improve. I am taking requests for one-shots and such for this story so if they're is anything you would like to see don't be scared to request it! I also wanna say that I don't own Hetalia, Himaruya does.