Okay, I decided to put this ficcy up. I wrote it in a notebook a while age and I used to let one of my friends (who is a writer on here, a VERY good writer) read it in school and I read hers. But I lost it, then found it again and thought that I should share it with the world.

The first chapter is a song fic, and was a song that I found and thought was brilliant. I don't know who wrote it, but all credit to you!.

Oh, and the song is in italics, and so are Kai's thoughts.

So please read, and I hope you will like it!


Speechless

Chapter 1: The Mute Boy, The Beaten Body

I'm gazing out the window,
And there's nothing I can say,
There's a strange emptiness,
In this cold, gray day.
The skies should open up soon,
And the rain begin to pour,
Like the tears you have caused me,
The pain that you ignore.

'Stop it, please, stop!' Kai screamed silently in burning pain as he shielded his fragile, thin body from the blows constantly pummeling him, but it was of little use as a well aimed kick flew into his defenceless stomach, winding him. He gasped furiously for lost air, his eyes wide in hurt and suprise. He felt like some scroungy dog be kicked around by a couple of cruel kids.
Kai raised his lavender eyes, so full of inner rage and misery, upon a vicous,grey haired boy. The said boy was named Brian, and had a look of grim, sick satisfaction upon his hawk-like face.
"That'll teach you for going near my property! I swear, if I see you with him again, I'll kill you with my own two hands!" Kai eyes narrowed in hate at the lavender eyed monster who smirked at him snugly. He seemed to be admiring his handiwork, flanked at his sides by his two cronies, a red haired teen with sharp, ice blue eyes that looked like they could truly pierce flesh and a grin so maniacal it just screamed danger, and a huge, solid built man who looked like a tank, ready for battle, with viciously cut blonde hair and deep green eyes.
"That'll teach you to mess with Brian, you dirty little tramp!" taunted the blonde, called Spencer,stamping on Kai mercilessly, leaving old boot marks over his tattered clothing.
"Aintcha gonna fight back?" taunted the red head named Tala, leaning forward, hands on hips, smiling sadistically. "Maybe make some sorta smart ass comment? Oh, wait" he turned to look at Brian and Spencer, malice dancing in his eyes like a fairy upon glass. "You can't say anything, can you? Aw, what a shame!" They all laughed and pointed cruelly, adding insult to injury, before finally turning away, leaving the mute boy curled in pain,alone, his beaten body racked withangry sobs.
'I knew it was too good to be true...nothing like this ever lasts...and now for being with me, his fear shall be made a reality...'

If I'm unfaithful, what are you?
And what am I unfaithful too?
I'm yours only when your in the mood,
Then trash thats just been thrown away.
If looking for a little love is betrayal,
If looking for happiness is wrong,
Then I place no faith in you.

'How did he see me with Kai? And what is wrong with it? I'm only trying to help him, to save him from himself. He seem's so helpless, so vunerable...so alone... he can't even talk, he can't even remember anything...'

The sunlight turned blue and the water so cold,
Chrystalline tear drops are shards of ice,
And while love should be warmth against the cold,
In loving you I'm paying a harsh price.
Your a cold-hearted masochist,
And I accept all you do to me in silence,
Letting you kill me again and again.

'I can hear footsteps-no, please, no-it can't be him-it can't be Brian, he's not supposed to be home now, he should be drinking with his friends-he'll kill me.'
A yound raven haired boy buried his face in his delicate hands, his amber eyes brimming with the emotions of sadness and worry. He was Rei Kon.
'Why has he changed so much? He used to be so kind, loving and caring. Now hes violent,sadistic and agressive. He's not the Brian I fell in love with.'

If I'm unfaithful, what are you?
And what am I unfaithful too?
I'm yours only when your in the mood,
Then trash thats just been thrown away.
If looking for a little love is betrayal,
If looking for happiness is wrong,
Then I place no faith in you.

'I can hear voices-three in total, then two leaving. And the foot steps are getting closer.', Rei retreated into a corner of the empty white sitting room he was in, bringing his legs up to his chest, so he could feel the fast beat of his heart, as he beagan to hsake violently.
'Please don't say they found him. Please, if there is a God out there, just let him be safe. Let him be okay.'
The click of a key inserted into a lock. Rei curled tighter into himself, and the door handle twisted, that single movement seeming to drag on for what was like hours. But it was seconds in reality and the door swung open with such force it almsot ripped off its hinges. Tossing his black mesh top to the dusty floor, he turned to the whimpering ball in the corner.
"Rei."

Then you act as if I wronged you,
When I look away from you for hope,
Though I didn't do it first, to tell the truth,
He came to me looking for ways to cope.
Nothing has come of it, but something may,
And you just care because I'm what you own,
You didn't see that he and I were hurt,
And all thoses other things you should have known.

Brian marched over, kneeling down his face almost touching Rei's, so Rei could smell the cheap alchohol on Brian's breath. He stroked the amber eyed beauty gently, trailing a gnarled finger down his soft face, down the gentle curve of his cheek.
"My little kitten, don't be so afraid, I just wanna have a little talk with you, thats all."
Rei gulped, frozen, as Brian's hands began to roam his body.
"Your so frickin' beautiful. Your like some sorta prize. And your all mine. So why the fuck are you hanging around with that Hiwatari freak?" Brian said gently, disguising an angrier side, his voice like an approaching storm. Rei snapped. He couldn't-wouldn't-let him ever say something like that.
"No! He's not a freak! He's lost, misunderstood, hes my friend-" A blow to the face, and blood splatters on the white walls.
"LISTEN HERE! Your MY boyfriend, MY property, so I don't want to see you with anyone else, especially HIM, you got that!" Rei didn't reply, pain shooting through his jaw. He knew it would make things worse. Brian kicked him hard with a steel tipped boot. Rei cried out, angering Brian further. Grabbing Rei by the scruff of his red shirt,he slammed him against the cold hard wall.
"I don't think you hear me- you GOT that?"
"I-I got that" Brian smiled in grim satisfaction, tossing Rei like an old doll to the other side of the room. He collided with the corner of the wall sharply.
"That was just a taster. If you know whats good for you, you better not leave this house or see Hiwatari again!"
Brian released Rei and he fell to the floor in a heap. Rei was too dulled by waves of bland pain to see him leave. All he could hear was thumps of feet and the slamming of a door. All he knew was he felt relief.
'Never-see-Kai again? No.. I can't leave him...hes vunerable...helpless...I can't think straight...blurry...wait.." Rei reached a shaking hand behind his head in the haze of pain, and felt the warmth and the slow, steady trickle of blood. He stared at thecrimson upon his hand in confusion.
'Blood...so weak...please help me, Kai...' Rei faded, drifting out of consciousness...

What about that time I waited for you,
For hours in the cold,
What about that time he rescued me,
The only saviour I hold.
I don't think you know,
And I don't think you care,
You don't think it matters,
It does.

Kai stumbled through the street, clothes ripped, bloodied and bruised. People hurried to him, trying to see if he was okay, but he could only give a sad, forlorn look and a shake of his head.
'Rei...I'm coming for you, like you came for you, like you saved me.'
He forced his beaten body to use its little remaining energy to run to Rei's home-but he had no idea what he would find.


Okay, first chappy! I wrote this ages ago and didn't really want to change it so it isn't that great. Please review and tell me if you would like to see more!

Thankies for readings and please review!

MissHellsing xxx