Total Eclipse Of The Heart

By: Rogue_Trinity

"He's gone, he's actually gone."

Tears rolled down Janet's face as she watched her best friend, Daniel Jackson, turn into a higher being. Although he wasn't dead Janet knew she would probably never see him again, and as this became more obvious to her the tears would not stop coming.

Although everyone had heard her say that Daniel was gone , Sam was the first one to notice that the doctor was shaking and crying uncontrollably.

"Janet are you ok?" Sam asked running to her friends side.

"He's gone, he's gone and I didn't even get to say goodbye," Janet collapsed into Sam's arms and cried for what seemed like and eternity.

After that Janet couldn't sleep or eat. When she slept she dreamt that Daniel was there beside her but he would always be taken away either by Apophis, Sha're, Hathor or any one of a number of people who hurt him. When she tried to eat she couldn't keep the food down and soon would be seen running to the bathroom. Sam, Jack, Teal'c and Cassie had tried to get her to open up but she refused to talk about losing the man she loved.

One day General Hammond finally got the courage to send the good doctor home. When she got their Janet went to her room and put on the stereo. She changed the station several times before finally settling on, what she thought was a good station. After a couple of minutes the song 'A total eclipse of the heart,' came on, Janet sat infront of the mirror and sang along with the stereo.

(A/N) The stereo is singing the Turn Around bit)

Turn around,

Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and your never coming round,

Turn around,

Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears,

Turn around,

Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all my years have gone round,

Turn around,

Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes,

Turn around bright eyes,

Every now and then I fall apart,

Turn around bright eyes,

Every now and then I fall apart.

And I need you now tonight,

And I need tou more than ever,

And if you only hold me tight we'll be holding on forever,

And we'll only be making it right 'coz we'll never be wrong,

Together we can take it to the end of the night,

Your love is like a shadow on me all the time,

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark,

When living in a power life giving off sparks,

I really need you tonight,

Forever's gonna start tonight.

Once upon a time I was falling in love,

Now I'm only falling apart,

Nothing I can do a total eclipse of the heart,

Once upon a time there as light in my life,

Now there's only love in the dark,

Nothing I can say a total eclipse of the heart.

"Daniel why did you leave me? I can go on without you, I love you please come back to me."

Turn around bright eyes,

Every now and then I fall apart,

"Turn around bright eyes,"

Every now and then I fall apart.

"Turn around Janet," came a voice from behind her.

When she turned she saw a parcel laying on her bed. Inside was a picture of Daniel and Janet at Cassie's birthday party and a note.

To my dearest Janet,

Please don't cry, you will see me again soon I promise. I love you and I will always be with you.

Forever yours,

D.J.

Once upon a time I was falling in love,

Now I'm only falling apart,

Nothing I can do a total eclipse of the heart.