[ X :: Konichiwa desu! 3 My name is... Err Just call me Cat:3 Anyway, This is my very first Fan Fiction.. D: I kinda dislike it but Its written in First Person, Since my personal D.Gray Man ( MADE UP ) Character is telling the story from her point of view. ; The parings are Kanda Yuu X Oc ( Sakura Saiyuri ) And its er, The story of how she ment Kanda and how she survives after a burital attempt in protecting both Kanda and Allen from fighting... D: PLEASE NO FLAMING! I Know I suck DUN RUB IT IN DESU ;; Anyway, Read, Enjoy, And write A Review PLZ! I wanna see how others thought ot came out. xD;; Anyway I love D.Gray Man! D.GRAY MAN DOES NOT BELONG TO ME! The only thing that belongs to me is my made up character Sakura Saiyuri xD' [ X

::: OC PROFILE ::

Name- Sakura Saiyuri

Age- 17

Birthday: January 2nd

Height: 5'4

Weight: 145 Lb

Sign: Capricorn

Ethnic: Japanese

Blood Type: A

Anti-Akuma Weapon: Wings

Likes- Dango, Tempura, Red Bean Rice Cakes, Sweets.

Dislikes- Sour Things, Fire

Hair Color - Currently Silver White ( Dyed, Natural Hair is Cherry Pink )

Eye Color - Scarlet Red, Changes Into Hot Pink Sometimes.

Noticeable Features - The Two Cherry Blossom Hair Clips in her hair, Always wearing a Choker, Also wears a long chain necklace with a small glass jar that carries a piece of a lotus flower's petal.

The Darkness of the room blackened the faces of my comrades, the silence fell upon everyone as the white haired boy brushed his arm across his tear stained eyes. His black and white coat, the Coat that represented the vow of becoming an Exorcist was tainted with the scarlet colored liquid, that exact same liquid that brought the deepest fear into my mind.As I inhaled gently to be followed by a small sigh I could smell, Smell the sick sent of metallic aroma.To the right, at the corner of the dark room sat a young girl, her hair placed in high pig tails, her trembling hands covered her eyes and she kept on weeping, crying, and shaking her head in disbelief.

" Its over... We must go and retrieve the Innocence that was lost, That is our Mission Moyashi.. We've been here long enough, It useless crying over something thats already dead... " The cold hearted voice broke the silence that was forbidden to be interfered, the voice I knew well, It was the same voice I, Myself admired that Cold dark voice. It came from the lips of an exorcist who never sheded tears for anyone or anything, The man was tall and had an emotionless face to him, his dark long naive blue hair was mostly always tied in a high pony tail, but as for the brutal fight his soft silky hair fell down upon his slender body.Kanda was his name, Or more like Yuu was his real name... I Stared up from the darkness at his face to see if I Could sense a hint of emotion, never did I ever encounter it at that given moment. His eyes just seemed to be lost and locked upon the fragile body of a young girl, she laided peacefully in the arms of the white haired boy knowed as Allen Walker.That girl, her face was pale as white can get and her eyes closed never to be reopened ever again, even though there was a large gap in her chest she still remained peacefully in what seemed to be a pleasant dream, a never ending dream...

Allen, the boy's tears kept over flowing like water breaking out of a dam, he did not stop to think about why or what he was about to do, he simply placed the young girl who's life had been lost upon the blood puddle that covered the face of the ground, gently using his strength he got up and stared down at the girl. My heart began to beat for he was standing inches away from where Kanda was, Why was it that I Knew something bad would happen. Linali also stared, her widen eyes glittered with tears that were to be shed any second.

" Kanda... How could you say such a thing... After... She died to protect you...! You jerk...! She thought of you as an older brother...! Yet, you let her...Y-You... Wh...WHY! God damn it Kanda!! Don't you care for anyone!? Anything!? " Tears fell from Allen's eyes, they streamed down his cheeks and plopped down upon the dead girl's body, his voice formed into yells as he raised his face to stare into Kanda's emotionless eyes, Allen's innocent face was full with rage and I could see it in his eyes hatred for Kanda was building up, clawing to over flow his mind and blind him from anything else. Cause thats how Allen was...

Kanda simply turned his face away, it seemed he also felt some what guilty for the girl's death, but he had that pride where he just couldn't blame himself for anything.He responded gently, shifting his glaring eyes back at Allen, his voice still seemed the same, cold and dark. " It was too late Allen, It was also her choice... Don't you get it dumb ass even If I would have tried to save her, It would have been too late anyway, She was fated to die, there is nothing I Can do... "

" You...Could at least show some respect!!! " Allen's hatred, sadness, and anger reached its limits, It couldn't be contained anymore because Allen has a weak mind, his emotions always no matter what got the best of him, Even if I Would have held him back he could have just hurt me as well, It would have all turned out the same. Allen's Anti Akuma weapon glowed as it activated, he charged at Kanda with full strength. Kanda surprised held out his Mugen, the pointed blade facing the out of control Allen.Linali was speechless if she could have reacted I Know she would have done something as foolish as what I Did that day, but her fear and body couldn't move even though she commanded them too. People say, that others do stupid acts when there mind is confused to the limit, they say they just do as what there emotions tell them to do, for there mind wont react... Like a boy who loves a girl, just by staring into her eyes he cant control himself from kissing her soft glossy lips, its the emotions that speak for them selfs, that is why I Dont ever blame myself for that moment.

" Stop...Onegai...Just..STOP! "

As I Yelled, My body reacted by itself.. In a moment I was on my legs and running...Jumping... In the way of Allen's Attack...

The sound of clothes being teared and the stabbing of a blade filled my ears, followed by two familiar gasps and a sharp scream, It all happened so fast yet in my eyes it happened so slow... The blood splattering out of Allen's claw that teared into my flesh and practically left me there with my shirt and bra sliced open, blood streamed out from the scar.My scarlet colored eyes widen as the pupil began to grow small, I Gasped for air as I was launched back a few inches only to meet the blade of Kanda gushing out threw the other side, the blades hilt was covered in scarlet liquid, my blood.My hands trembled slightly as I moved them towards the gush in my waist gently petting the hilt of the blade as I Closed my eyes.Never did I think of the bad luck of being pushed into the point of being stabbed by Mugen, and it really all happened so fast...

" ... S-Sakura!! " Allen yelled as he fell to his knees upon the blood puddle that had already formed by my blood, his Anti Akumas weapon deactivated and he simply stared horrified at his hands, his hands that were covered in my blood.

My body twitched as I Fell forward, falling away from the blade that no longer tortured my waist with his hilt there suck inside of me, in its place was a gush of the blade, blood streaming out as my meat glittered in the bright light of the moon that sparkled threw the window.

" ... You Stupid Flower..." Kanda's voice said, but this time it was full with a different emotion, an emotion of sadness and guilt, He dropped Mugen to the ground I could only hear the sound it made when it reached the concrete floor, Slowly Kanda came to his knees and picked me up gently, placing me up forward so that I was facing him, his face looked like it always did but this time a small glitter could be seen in his eyes, or maybe it was just my imagination.I Weakly reached up to his face, slightly cupping his cheek in my blood stained hand, wiping some of the red liquid upon his face, my eyes glittering in tears as they finally broke out and fell to the floor, echoing in my mind I Could still hear each tear falling.

"Gomenasai Yuu-kun... I just... couldn't watch you and Allen fight... Demo.. I'm happy... I really am... See... now both of you are unharmed... Is that not great Yuu...?" I Gently smiled, I Tried to at least but my smile faded away into a faint one.I Couldnt help but stare in his eyes, Yuu... A boy I Ment so long ago.. A boy who I admired with all my heart...Never looked so fine... He stared at me, Shaking his head as he gently brushed a piece of my hair out of my eyes. " Were unharmed, but I rather have took the pain then you, Dumb ass... Don't say your sorry... And don't say Goodbye... Cause your not gonna die here... I Swear, You stupid Flower... Your not gonna die... " His words were so stern yet filled with a sadness I couldn't see in his face, he seemed so sure of himself but I had a gut feeling that I wouldn't make it at all... But now that I look back, I'm glad that I never gave up hope...

Kanda placed his hand upon the gap in which his pride stabbed right threw, never in his life did he seem to hate Mugen, I Heard him sigh gently as he attempted to stop the bleeding by tearing pieces of his cloth and wrapping it around my waist, it would not stop it entirely but at least it would stall it abit.My lips weakly formed a smile, for the fact that I was smiling was could seem like a miracle but how could I not smile? " Yuu... As much as others don't understand you... I always did... Don't blame yourself... Or don't blame Allen... I'm at blame... " , " No Your not... Things just happen idiot..." I Chuckled, but couldn't keep it up gasping I Gaged out blood, a large amount of it streaming down the side of my mouth, my eyes began to grow pale and my vision was blurring, Kanda's face was fading away, and so was the blind light of the moon that shined down upon me.Everything was fading, as well as the voices and crying of my comrades, Allen and Linali... Kanda noticed this as he began to panic slightly, his cold eyes to me were filled with unsheded tears, tears that were in reality never there..

" WAKE UP! "He yelled at me, but his yells to me sounded like whispers, I Closed my eyes even though Kanda was trying to force me to stay awake. " Yuu... I'm so tired... ", " Say no more... Try to stay awake..." He grabbed me by my shoulders and began to shake me gently, but as much as he tried the more I Faded, I knew my life was coming to an end and I Had to somewhat tell him how I Felt for him, For years that pasted I had admired and never gave up on Kanda, From when we were young, to when he left, even when I Ment Tiedoll and then encountered my Innocence... Finally to that one day were we ment on that mission... I had always loved him, He though seemed to turn away slightly, he always had his back towards others but to me he had it only slightly.. Kanda was the only one who allowed me to call him by his real name, cause when we were younger, I always called him by that... I Couldn't say, " I Love you..." Because even though my lips moved the words just couldn't form and come out... He saw them, My lips moving and I Noticed he winced abit, blinking and for a second I thought I saw him blush... But sometimes I think it was just my mind... Playing those sick ass pranks that I hated so dearly. After trying to tell him with those three holy words I told him something that I knew he would remember...

" F...Forgetting Lotus... Re-Reamber...The..Spring...?"