Title: Eternity

Author: Althea

Summary: Just a one-shot, free verse poem I wrote a long time ago about Angel's life and how he affects others. Could be a QUOTES RESOURCE CENTER for the most heart-warming quotes from seasons one and two. Please READ and REVIEW, it won't take you more than fifteen minutes, I promise.

Author's Note: There are Angel quotes used in this poem enclosed by these //...//.

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ETERNITY

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//"I felt your heartbeat..."//

In the empty room

Deep inside your soul

Don't you wish there was something there?

Something beating...

Something alive...

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Two centuries had already passed

And you're still here

Are you not?

Roaming the streets in an endless existence

Watching, observing and experiencing

Pain, misery and suffering

Watching death do it's work

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And here you are still

Still watching...

Still waiting...

Waiting for something you're not sure of

//"To Shanshu..."//

It might not even happen

It might not even exist

And yet you still try

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//"The road to redemption is a rocky path"

"Think we might make it?"

"We might..."//

And try as hard as you might

The end of the road is still unseen

The road to redemption is a rocky path

And you wonder if you might make it

Many wonders the same

And these are the peopkle you cannot blame

These are the ones who willingly gave

Their live, love

Dreams and hopes

//"I thought I was out of the tunnel... The light was so bright I thought I was already out..."//

"It's going to be a long while 'till you work your way out, but I know you well enough to know you will. And I'll be there until you do."//

To also find the light at the end

Of the longest and hardest tunnel

You've ever had to defend

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//"That man will do anything to save a life..."//

You know how it is

To give up everything for nothing

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To care and to be cared

//"I'll get you back Cordy... I need you back."//

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To love and to be loved

//"I'll never forget... I'll never forget... I'll never forget..."//

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To betray and to be betrayed

//"You're all fired."//

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To hurt and be hurt

//"I have someone in my life now. That I lvoe. It's not what you and I had, it's very new. You know what makes it new? I trust him... I know him..."//

//"That's great. It's nice. You moved on. I can't. You found someone new, I'm not allowed to remember? I see you agian, it cuts me up inside. And the person I share that with is me. You don't know me anymore, so don't come down here with your great new life and expect me to do things your way. Go home."//

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And you finally get it

//"All I wanna do is help. I wanna help because-- I don't think people should suffer as they do. Because if there is no bigger meaning, the the smallest act of kindness-- is the greatest thing in the world."//

The purpose of your endless existence

You may never see the light

You may never get to the end

But at least you know

You felt...

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How it is to make a difference

How it is to change

How you think...

How you feel...

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How it is to bring hope

When you are so close to giving up

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//"And you ought to do that more often."//

"Buy you food?"

"Smile."//

How it is to bring joy

When you can barely laugh

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//"Well, you know... love is a fire. I burns you-- alive, down to the bone. And then it turns the bone to ash."//

How it is to bring love

When you have already crashed and burned

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When you see all these

It doesn't really matter

If you ever see the sun shine

If you ever see the long-awaited light

As long as you try to make amends

Even though redemption is yet unseen

And through your unbeating heart you know

What others may have been too bline to see

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It doesn't matter if you make it or not

It doesn't matter if you go to heaven or to hell to rot

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What matters is that you've helped

The ones who needed help

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That you've saved

The ones who needed to be saved

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And that you love

The one that really needed to be loved...

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~ FIN ~

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