Hello Readers!
It's me, DJMash!
Just wanted to show the Fanfiction people to one of my dark stories I have started on Wattup. This is my most darkest Steven Universe yet, and I hope you like it. If you want to read my less dark fanfiction I have then go to Wattup. This account will be use for my darker side. This will have drinking, gore, and other mature things so no child should read this. DO NOT READ THIS IF YOUR 10 AND UNDER!
Alright then...
Let's go!
FYI: I DO NOT own Steven Universe. That honor, sadly, belongs to Rebecca Sugar and Cartoon Network. i only own the plot. This is a disclaimer.
Chapter one: I Now Hate
It's been one week.
One painful, and slow week since Steven had ever smiled. He never smirks. Never grins. Not even gives out a bitter chuckle if he wanted to.
For one week, Steven Universe... had been broken.
If you walked up to his bed and ask why, he would just shake his head in sorrow and sadness. Why was Steven, the once happy and cheery 14 year old, like this now? What changed to get him so much of a depressing shell of his former self? What caused our loveable boy to make him cry at night and act like a zombie in the morning?
Your answer.
The Crystal Gems.
Garnet, Pearl, and even Amethyst were the cause of their favorite child to crumble like this. They have tried to cheer him up, more of from Amethyst, but it would end with him yelling, crying, or even breaking something out of frustration. This was not at all like Steven. Not all like their little cutie pie. But, could you blame Steven?
The teen had been through too much to still be happy. Too much lying and betrayal to still smile at what he thought was still his family. Steven was just too hurt to be anything anymore then a depressed and pissed teen.
It all started when he met Bismuth. She was an old Crystal Gem just like Pearl and Garnet. She was strong, made weapons, and had funny jokes left and right. Steven liked Bismuth and was happy to get a new member, but sadly that all changed.
He learned from her and her alone that it was his mother, Rose Quartz, leader of the Crystal Gems, that had imprisoned her best friend because she wanted to use The Breaking Point. A powerful weapon that can shatter gem stones on contact. Steven had never felt so lost and betrayed since that day, but he never blamed his family for that.
Not until he met the Ruby he named Eyeball.
It was only a week ago since Steven had learned the truth about how the Crystal Gems won the war. He never really understood why there were four pictures of four different ladies until that day. That time on the moon base was the worst of his inter life, and what made it even more horrible was that it was true.
Rose Quartz had shattered a gem, and not just any gem... but a Diamond of Homeworld.
Steven didn't know what to do at that point. He was lost, hurt and so confused. And all he could think on it was why.
Why did she do it?
Why didn't the Crystal Gems tell him?
Why was she against shattering, but still did it?
Why?
Why?
WHY!?
There were too many 'why's for Steven to think of, and each answer would just make him worst. More quite then before. At first, all Steven could feel was confusion and sadness. It made Steven cry at night to no end and even made him stop eating for a good two days, but then it changed.
It grew... into something more. Something darker. The teen felt emotions that he never thought he would feel before. After hours of silent and heavy thinking, Steven started to frown, glare and scream in rage. Steven started to feel anger, betrayal, and worst of all...
Hate!
He hated something for the first time, and he didn't care about hating it. The kind of hate with Kevin is nothing compare to this new, burning pit of fire and rage. Steven was shocked himself that he had this in him, but now he embraced it. He didn't try to change the hate he now had for everything around himself. He hated everything that had hurt him.
He hated gem monsters!
He hated Jasper!
He hated Garnet!
He hated Amethyst!
He hated Pearl!
He hated his own moth-
NO!
Steven Hated Rose Quartz!
He did! Steven really, really did hated Rose Quartz. He couldn't even call her mother anymore, or mom, or any type of name for mom. Steven hated her with a burning fury that could melt even the most chilled people. Steven hated everything that had to do with her, and everything she had loved. The only thing that he didn't hated was himself, and that was enough for him.
Steven didn't need anyone else, but himself.
A week has come and gone since Steven had learned the truth, and since then he never have been the same. He now lays in his bed with his eyes open, in the middle of the night. When he didn't feel angry, he would feel nothing, and feeling nothing meant that Steven wouldn't sleep. He didn't even have to try and stay up. Steven just couldn't sleep.
He let his mind wonder on things, but it always ended with nothing but a buzz of nothing.
Steven checked the clock to see another hour has went by, but he didn't care. The moon was out, but it only served as a dim light so he could see his hands. Nothing more. Nothing mattered to Steven anymore. Everything just... was.
But... that changed when Steven heard the Temple door open downstairs. Steven was confused for a gem to come out this late at night, even for Amethyst. He wanted to know who it was, but his body wouldn't let him so he just sighed and laid still. He then heard footsteps coming up his stairs. Steven knew straight up then that it was Pearl who came out.
He was about to speak up and tell her to leave him alone, but then he heard her sigh and speak instead.
"...Oh Steven," Pearl said in a sad tone, "Where did we go wrong? What did we do? It's been a week, and you still act like you hate us."
That's because he does. Steven does hate them, but the teen says nothing. He lays really still as he lets the white gem even continue.
She sighs, "Why can't you understand that what we did was to protect you. You weren't ready to learn the truth, you still don't know the truth." She spoke a little higher, but it was still a whisper.
Steven tried really hard now to stay still. He was pissed to hear that there was more that they were hiding. Of course they hid more secrets, but they still thought he wasn't ready. When will he be ready? When he's 10,000!?
Pearl then sighed and said in a more darker tone. "Rose was never like this. Why couldn't you be more like her? At least then you wouldn't be a disappointment."
Whoa...
That struck a whole new blow for Steven. It left the boy wide eyed and completely frozen. Pearl thought this way. That he was a disappointment. That he should have been more like Rose Quartz. For the first time in a whole week. Steven felt like crying again.
Sadly, Pearl didn't stop there.
"I still question as to why she even created you... on why she would kill herself to make another human." Pearl then stays quite again until she says the next words that crushed the boy forever.
"...I should have ripped Rose's Gem off you when I had you alone in the van... Maybe then I could ask her as to why she made such a disgusting creature."
With that Pearl got up and left the room to go back into hers. Once he was sure he heard the Temple door close. Steven had finally done it. Steven had started to cry in pain.
He hugged his pillow as a life lane as he cried fro what seemed like years. Steven didn't know what to do with this. what could he do but cry and wail like a baby that he was. Pearl just straight up said that he had a chance to kill him. To murder Steven when he was just a newborn, and she didn't take. But she wish she did now.
It truly showed Steven now what the gems think of him. they hate him too. They never cared about him and only took care of him because he had Rose Quartz. That Steven had a piece of the women they love on his stomach. That Steven had her important gem.
Not Steven's gem. Rose's gem.
Steven wanted out. Her wanted to scream, cry, and destroy everything he had. Everything that he owned at that point. If the gems hated him, then Steven would hate them. Steven will always hate them! Forever! Until the day they decided to shatter the boy!
Steven's heart... was now and forever more broken, and his mind had become completely dark and hollow.
For the first time in a week, Steven had finally let himself fall asleep. He let sleep finally take him.
But not before hearing another voice somewhere far away.
/I'm all you need now... Steven~/
And for once since a week before, Steven had finally smiled.
I hope this was good to you all. I made this as dark as I could.
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