Prologue:
Do not read these as biographies – even though they are intended as such – but instead as a story, a novel, and a fantasy. These writings are practically messy pieces of my life, during the Kira Case. There are things that – because of L were kept confidential from the public. I know however, that the public would be more than happy to hear everything that's been hidden from them for years. I know that in doing these biographies that I may be killed by Kira or one of his followers. Thought, to be quite ironic, I've already given him my name. True, it isn't quite safe but Kira; his way of thinking is more of a "looking for the way out" type. Before I forget there is one more thing to discuss before I can thoroughly explain my past.
My name is Bellatrix Wallings, however, during the case I was X. X is an alias, I refuse to live with. But I must reason that it is of most importance that I finish these notes, biographies simply for the public. However, allow me to illustrate the life before X was ever in existence.
I became the only mistake of a rich, carefree young couple, Mr. and Mrs. Wallings; who owned a publishing company in the European Isles. Birthing a new baby girl was a fear the couple harvested; the company – to them – was highly important. However, they refused abortion as one of their suggestions, and instead they paid Wammy's House to keep me after I was born. Professor Wammy was indeed excited to begin preparing the lessons for me, the new born. After my birth, Wammy found one flaw in making a new detective out of me; beauty bloomed on my face… He said it caused distraction, teaching me with the others. At age thirteen Wammy found it only necessary to begin the lessons privately, since I had fully matured. But also because B seemed more than happy to rape me, which he'd done before leaving Wammy's House.
Once the Los Angeles BB Murder Cases started up Wammy gave me the alias X. Primarily the alias is more symbolic than one would care to realize. Wammy gave me the name; and to make reasons simple he gave it to me because I was in a way so beautiful and in a way the heroine of the household. And during this murder case, Wammy seriously considered me to join L as his apprentice. Not because L wanted him to or because Wammy thought he and I were in a relationship, but because I was of age to begin and more importantly I needed to be with someone safe. However, Wammy never expected the Kira Case to become more complicated to maintain L's and my safety, though he never complained about it very often.
There's one more thing to say, one more thing, that without it, you will not understand. I have the eyes of a Shinigami, who – by now – is most likely human for having to repent of his many sins. I am not quite sure why the eyes are still in my possession, but they still are. B says the Shinigami purposely meant to give me the right of a real Shinigami. However, I find that difficult to believe. Still, this Shinigami did in fact give me the eyes without trading anything for them, and then he left towards the west, into Florida.
This was the past of Bellatrix; I'm rather scared to begin writing the other biographies with X over taking my original persona. But as was said before, these are things the public would most likely need to know about Kira and L in particular, behind their "original" lives. The only thing the public knows is what they saw in the documentary several years after L was pronounced dead. I give you these biographies, no, these stories, fantasies…