Duke and I were freaking out, what am I supposed to do I am a soccer player not a soccer mom! Last night Duke and I found out that I was pregnant. I skipped practice yesterday to go see a doctor and make sure, but just my luck I'm knocked up. They told me I was about a month pregnant. I was going back to the dorm room to tell Duke for sure that we were screwed.
Kia and Yvonne were picking up me, as I got in the car they both looked at me with wide eyes expecting me to just come out and tell them YES or no. As I closed the door behind me, no one said anything just staring at me it was awful. Finally I told them that I was going to tell Duke first, if I was or wasn't. The ride home felt like it took years, every second I felt like the world, my world, was melting around me. I won't be able to play soccer. How are we going to raise the kid, we aren't even supposed to be I the same dorm room. Sebastian and I switched so he could move in with Olivia and I could move in with Duke. Holy crap how am I going to tell my mom and dad let alone Sebastian. By the time we got to Illyria tears were on the edge of my eyes, I hugged and said good-bye to Kia and Yvonne, and told them that we would hang out tomorrow and I would tell everything.
As I unlocked the door I burst out into tears and leaned up against the door, as I turned around I saw Toby and Andrew they were sitting waiting for Duke to get back from the guys locker room from practice. They looked at me with a stern face and just stared. Duke finally walked in and broke the awkward silence and asked them to leave.
As soon as they walked out of the door he took my hand and gestured for me to give him and answer with the same wide eyes our best friends had been giving me. When I burst out in tears I think he realized what the verdict was. As I curled up into a ball on his chest and he did his best to comfort me I knew he was scared too, he had to be.
The next morning immediately after i brushed my teeth from pking my guts out i went to go find Coach Dinklage to tell him the reason i would no longer be attending practice. Each step I took i felt my heart drop even more. I paused to caught my breath, what was i suppossed to say, " sorry Coach i pregnant i can't play"? Why hadn't i thought of this before? As I caught up my and Duke's coach i paused again, and just said , " Coach I don't know how to tell you this, so I'll just say it i can't play this season cause well I'm pregnant." As he practically sat down in shock he just said okay and walked away in what seem like shock.