Feeling threatened
Summary: All secrets don't always stay that way.
Disclaimer: I own nothing since my name does not begin or end with Kishimoto.
Asuma/Chouji
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Your dad threatened to disown you when he found out.
Your mom threatened to leave him if he did.
Kurenai won't speak to me anymore and as much as I thought I'd hate the fact that she wasn't, I don't care so much now.
The Hokage threatened to file charges of rape because of our age differences only because she wanted to stay at peace with your mammoth of a father. I'm not surprised it took a hell of a lot of jounin to restrain him. Damn, I've never seen him so…angry, not that I'd admit that I was scared…much.
I AM surprised that Shikamaru threatened to kill me, but maybe that's because he's your best friend and he loves you more than I think he should. He's going to steal you from me one day, I just know it.
You threatened to leave my life forever when I told you I was going to leave. I tried to do it for you! I'm no good for you, kid. You don't need someone like me.
I can still feel the sting of your slap from that day. The pain of it was nothing compared to how my heart felt when you gave me that look, the look that threw all thoughts of me ever leaving your side away.
You looked so sad, so utterly heartbroken that I would of killed myself if you hadn't loved me as much as you do.
I-I can never really leave you, can I?
You suck me in, pulling me close with your smile and your lean form… Maybe that's why I can't keep my hands off anymore. You really should stop training with Kakashi 'cause I'm starting to get jealous.
I can't say we'll grow old together, but I'll be with you for as long as I can as much as I can because I, you know…er, love you, alright?
Heh.
Keep smiling for me.
Just keep smiling…