September 16, 2008
Dear YOU,
Can you tell me why? Why do you hurt me so? You have no idea how many nights I've had with out sleep because I can't think about if you love me or not. I dont know if for you I am or was something. My mind doesn't stop thinking about things I really don't want to think about. YOU I love you, but you don't understand that, I'd give my life, I'd give everything I have for you... why can't you understand that?Just thinking, how you used to be, so sweet and loving, gentel, funny but now... you're cold and distant. It's like I met you 2 days ago... when you told me you'd never change...was that lie? I admit, I'm afraid of what the answer maybe but I can take it. I just want to know how you feel. That you would say you love me not because I ask you to but just because you want me to hear it... If you see the YOU I feel in love with, tell him I love him and that I miss him terribly...tell him I'll never stop loving him and that his name...will always be in my heart, well it's not here anymore, becasue he has it a long time ago... and I didn't even notice...but I'm happy he's the one who has it.
With all my deepest love,
ME
