Title: Total Eclipse of the Heart
Author: OhioStateFan82
Rating: NC-17 for the first chapter. R rating for the rest, but it might skip back to NC-17 in later chapters. I will give a warning when that happens.
Summary: This story is set during Season three of Torchwood and after day four of Torchwood. What if Gwen wasn't the only one pregnant in season three? Ianto and Jack sleep together the night before Ianto's death, and it causes some unexpected consequences for Jack.
Pairings: Jack/Ianto, Gwen/Rhys, Jack/?
Warnings: MPreg and Character Death
Spoiler: no season four spoilers I promise, but there is season three spoilers so if haven't soon season three this is your first and final warning.
Disclaimer: I don't own Torchwood, that belongs to the BBC. And I am in no way shape or form making money off of this. So if you sue you probably wouldn't get a dime anyway.
Disclaimer 2: I don't own Total Eclipse of the Heart lyrics either, that belongs to Bonnie Tyler.
Author's Note: I am doing this for fun, and I came up with it on a whim. I have the first three seasons and out of sheer boredom one day I just decided to throw on season three of Torchwood considering it is the shortest one and watched it again. A couple of days later I was listening to the radio and they played Total Eclipse of the Heart, and this story just fell into place with it.TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART (Bonnie Tyler )
Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a
little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a
little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a little bit helpless
and I'm lying like a child in your arms Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a
little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround,
every now and then I know
you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Prologue
Day Two – Earlier in the Day
"We have a problem," Gwen voiced over the intercom connected to Ianto's ear.
"Okay, what's going on?" Ianto asked.
"It seems that they have Jack trapped in a concrete prison and there is no way of getting him out of there."
Ianto's heart stopped, and his mind started racing in panic his lover was trapped with no way out of his prison.
"Okay Ianto calm you mind it's not going to help anything by sitting here in a panic," he said to himself
That is when he heard gunfire through the com, "Oh Jesus I need to get them out of there but what do I do?" He thought miserably to himself then he found the perfect solution, a bulldozer not one hundred feet away from him perfect he thought running over to it.
(~~-~~)
"Put your guns down there is no way you are just going to walk out of here alive, my men will slaughter you."
"We just want our friend and we will on our way," Gwen said
"Drop them or I will give my men the command to shoot you," she said.
Gwen held her gun in the air to signal surrender, and then she started to lower her gun to the floor when a loud bang sounded.
They all turned to stare at the block which was slowly moving away from them.
Ianto found a way to get him out of here, thought Gwen as the block disappeared from the cell.
While the gun man stood in shock staring at the disappearing concrete block, Gwen pick up her gun and sent a few shoots at them before chasing after the block Rhys hot on her tail.
(~~-~~)
"Stop them," the women shrieked.
The man suddenly recovered from their shock and went after Torchwood who was rapidly escaping their sight.
(~~-~~)
"Faster Ianto their gaining on us," Gwen cried out.
"This is as fast as this vehicle goes Gwen," he answered.
Just then Gwen spotted a large truck and said, "Rhys."
"On it," he answered.
He jumped off the bulldozer and ran and get in to the truck, and started it up. He moved the truck into the right positions successfully blocking the gunmen, and putting it directly in the line of fire for Gwen.
He then ran out of the truck towards where Gwen and Ianto who were waiting for him. Gwen had her gun out and ready to fire at the right moment.
When the gunmen got close enough she fired several shots towards the truck engine. That's all it took because the next thing that happened was it exploded.
Gwen sat back down in her seat.
Ianto remembered there was a mini cliff that he could throw the block down and possible break up the concrete.
So while Gwen and Rhys went to get the car, he threw the concrete block over the cliff. Just as predicted it smashed into bits and pieces.
Ianto quickly jumped into the backseat of the car, and they drove down the road leading to bottom of the cliff. They could see that Jack was already starting to stand after the tumble off the cliff.
Rhys took off his coat and draped it over Jack, and Gwen opened the door for him. They all got in and took off down the road.
(~~-~~)
"So where are we going?" asked Gwen to the people in the car around her. "I mean our place is destroyed and we are all on the run and everything so we can't go home."
Everyone in the car was silent at that question, and finally Jack spoke up. "How's about we go to Torchwood One, ain't nobody going to be looking for us there."
"Yeah," said Ianto. "Considering that all the original occupants are now long gone."
"Well I second we head there," said Gwen.
"Just give me the directions," said Rhys from behind the wheel of the car.
(~~-~~)
They managed to make it to the base in one piece, only to find it filthy and devoid of food and on top of everything else no heat.
"Well that's first thing on our agenda, Gwen can't live without food because she's pregnant," Rhys said raising an eyebrow.
"That's true but none of us can go out without being recognized as the people on the television," said Ianto.
"Well I can go," said Rhys. Then hurried up and continued when Gwen gave him a look, "they are not going to recognized me because I am not officially apart of Torchwood."
"Well you are a part of the team now, congratulations," said Jack.
Rhys smiled at that and said, "thanks I guess."
Rhys left the base not long after that to get the required goods.
(~~-~~)
Jack walked around base trying to find a room for himself to settle down in he was tired and just wanted to lie down. But the problem was he didn't seem to recognize that Ianto was right behind him following him wherever he went.
He finally found a spot that looked comfortable on a dusty old couch, after brushing it off as much as he could he sat down.
It was at that moment that Jack realized that Ianto was behind him the whole time.
Jack sighed and dusted off a spot on the couch next to him so that Ianto could sit down.
"What's up?" he asked Ianto as he sat down next to him.
Ianto said nothing and just closed his eyes, "you scared me Jack. I was actually worried there was no way you could come back from that blast."
Jack nodded understandably in Ianto direction he didn't know what else to say to that.
"When I saw what they pulled out of the old hub, I just knew there was no way you could piece yourself back together. I was scared that I would actually have to live through this life without you, and I didn't know what to do."
Jack hated the tears that presented themselves on Ianto cheeks, and he was sobbing uncontrollably. All of a sudden he pulled Ianto into in arms, and started rocking back and forth.
Ianto really hated showing emotion in front of anyone especially his boss/lover. So he tried to get his sobs under control.
"Shush, shush," said Jack in a comforting voice rubbing circles on Ianto's back. "It's alright baby, I am fine you can see that for yourself."
"Did it hurt Jack, did you feel it when the bomb went off inside you?" Ianto asked nervously looking right into Jack's eyes.
Jack sat on the couch next to him and didn't say a word for a long time.
"Jack?" Ianto asked after a few minutes, Jack looked away from him.
Jack finally nodded in acknowledgement, "yes I feel it every time I die and come back. It hurts so bad to die that sometimes I wish I didn't have to come back at all. I don't know which pain is worse the dying or the coming back pain."
This started Ianto sobbing all over again, "I wish I could have been there with you so that you wouldn't have had to die alone."
"Don't be silly Ianto if you would have been in that blast you would have died yourself, and you don't have a regeneration power to bring you back."
He realized the truth behind those words, and remembered that he had barely managed to escape with his own life.
Ianto sighed in resignation and asked, "do you ever wonder if your luck would run out? That you won't come back."
"I am a fixed point of time and space," said Jack. "That's what the doctor says at least. I think that means it forever."
"So that means you'll see me die of old age, and you will just keep going," Ianto said.
Jack nodded his head and said "Yeah."
"Well we better make the most of it then," Ianto said.
Jack gave a half smile and said, "I suppose."
"Like right now," Ianto said.
"Ianto the world could be ending."
"The world's always ending," Ianto said deadpanned. "And I have missed that coat," he added jokingly.
That brought a laugh out of Jack.
Ianto brought his head up, and kissed Jack on the lips.
Jack opened his lips to let him access his mouth fully.
Ianto got off the couch and started to unbutton his jacket.
Jack took a few seconds to pull away from Ianto, "let me do that." He said reaching up. "You can undress me while I undress you."
Ianto started to undress Jack instead, while Jack was undressing him.
Pretty soon their clothes were lying on the floor discarded.
"I want you inside of me," Jack said gasping for breath as he broke another kiss.
"We don't have any lubricant," Ianto said also gasping for breath.
Jack sighed in frustration, "I don't care just do it."
Ianto stuck one finger inside Jack to prepare him, "so tight." He whispered against Jack's chest. It was almost like he was a virgin again.
Jack started moaning a real loud moan of pleasure, he felt him pull out and then slide a second finger inside of him stretching him.
He started sliding in his fingers back and forth, and then finally adding a third finger to the stroking.
Jack was moaning in pleasure at the feel of Ianto's fingers inside of him. "Please, I can't take it anymore."
Ianto took out his fingers, and position himself directly over Jack.
Jack let out a moan of pain and pleasure as Ianto finally entered him. He moved slowly at first than faster and faster.
They were moving toward the end loud moans were coming from the both of them at this point.
A moment later Ianto could hold himself back anymore, and he finally released himself into Jack.
And at that moment Jack released himself all over Ianto.
They both lied there on the couch breathing hard for a few minutes after the ordeal.
"Feel better Ianto?" Jack asked after a few mintues.
"Loads," answered Ianto with a huge smile on his face.
Authors Note 2: Yes I know I stray will a bit from the actual show but I really didn't want to write down every scene play by play. Because that would literally be coping that show, so I just left it alone.
Authors Note 3: Also the dialogue has been changed from the actual t.v. show because:
Well I didn't want to have to type up every word the characters said in the actual show. That would have taken far too much time and I can tell you now that this story wouldn't go beyond the first chapter if that happens.
Because well I just didn't want to copy it word for word I guess.
Authors Note 4: I also remember the bomb in his stomach that went off in the first episode of the season. But as I stated up front this takes place after he had already healed.