Warning: This is a suicide letter. You've been warned.
Why I killed myself, by Carly Shay.
Hi you guys. I know if you are reading this, then I am dead. No longer here. First off, I'd like to apologize. Sincerely. I did not do this to hurt you. I'm not apologizing for what I did, I'm apologizing that it hurt people I loved.
There was not one huge reason why, i guess. Just many of them smushed together. One of the reasons why I did this was hurt. Frustration. Anger. Once again, I'm so sorry for hurting you.
Freddie, Sam, once you told me you were dating, my heart broke. Mostly because I knew I had lost my chance. I loved you, and I only realized it too late. Then, when I tried to get you back , and he saw, Sam, I knew that I had lost your trust forever. Thankfully, you got back together and I didn't ruin yours and Freddie's happiness. I don't blame you for not inviting me to your wedding. Also, please don't blame yourselves for my death. It was not your fault. It was only mine.
Spencer, I love you so much and I'm sorry that I hurt you. I knew that Dad would be embarrased by me, so please don't tell him I was...you know.
I love you all dearly, but the pain was just too much. I'm so so sorry. But I'm at peace now. Truely.
Gibby, you were an awesome friend. Thank you for not telling anyone about my crush when I confided in you. You don't know how much it meant to me.
Also, if you would, burn my coming out letter as well. I don't want anyone to know I was gay. I'm not ashamed of it, but it might shame everyone else. Spencer, I hope you will be happy and have a cheerful life. Freddie, have a nice life with Sam. At least now you know why I rejected you so many times. Sam, I love you. Love Freddie half as much as I love you, and you'll have a happy, long, marriage. Gibby, watch out for everyone for me. I love you guys, Carly Shay. A/N: Sad...Review please!