CHAPTER ONE

It don't make any sense to me
Run away
This life makes no sense to me
Run away

Disclaimer: I do nawt own the clique. Too bad 

"Your father is dead." She looked me in the eye and lied to me. "He's always been dead and will always be dead, he didn't want you. So he ran away. There, you got your answer. Now leave me alone."

My mother just told me my father didn't want me. He never did. I was a mistake child. I, Massie Block, was only brought into this world because my parents forgot to use a condom. Can we say birth control?

I stormed upstairs into my room, and slammed the door. My mother's voice came over the intercom, "Massie please stop being dramatic, and don't slam the door." I started crying. All these years I've wanted to know my father. To know if he was out there and why he left a month after I was born. I've done everything to find him. I've googled, , and asked everyone he's ever came in contact with. But they've all said the same thing.

"I don't remember the poor man. What happened to him was a shame."

My mother said he was dead. But I know in my gut she was wrong. I pulled myself off of the bed and walked over to my bathroom. In the mirror I saw a pretty girl who was 16 and more confused than ever. I didn't see my mother in me at all. I saw a stranger. One who must've looked like her father one time or another.

My iPhone started ringing and I dragged myself over to my bed where I threw my phone. It was a text message from my best friend Skylar.

Skylar: Hayy Mass(: I just had a brill idea!

Massie: Yahh? And what might that be?

Skylar: We're going to look for your daddy.

Massie: Riiiiiight.

Skylar: Dead serious.

I didn't know how to reply to that. I always talked about looking for my dad but I never meant it. I was kinda excited. Then I remembered that I had yet to reply to Skylar.

Massie: When?

Skylar: Wheneva you ready babe.

Massie: I'll be at your house in 30(:

Skylar lived by herself because both of her parents died. All she had was a nanny who only came home once a month to make sure she didn't kill herself or anything. But Skylar did fine by herself. She didn't need anyone, she was just like Me. We were both strong and all we needed were each other.

I had my luggage in hand and my purse in the other. I, of course, made sure I looked like a perfect ten. I always did. I walked out of the front door without even telling my mother I was leaving. I didn't even know if my mother cared if I was leaving. If she ever walked away five seconds from her computer to check. As I was walking outside I was Alicia Rivera coming out of her house. She glanced over at me and started laughing. Alicia thought I was the biggest loser on the face of the earth. On the other hand she's the one who weighs over a 170 pounds. No one ever made fun of her though, because her dad could take all your money away with one snap of his fingers. I kept my head down and just pulled out of the driveway. Next thing I know I was in front of my best friend in the whole wide world's house. She was already outside waiting for me. I waved her over and she hoped in. We were ready to go.

So umm…yeah. That's all(: Please review my loves. If you want to know what the song at the top is just ask :D

Xoxo,

SammyWammyKinzz.

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