the way i loved you
I looked at the picture in my hands, Chad and I looked so happy, so in love. Where did we go wrong? Everything's cool, its all going to be okay. I know maybe I'll even laugh about it someday, but not today. See I don't feel so good, I'm tangled up inside, my heart is on my sleeve.
I placed the picture on my bed, and burried my head at my knees, trying to hold the tears as they escaped from my face. Tomorrow is a mystery to me.
I lay down on my bed thinking about tomorrow. It might be wonderful. It might be magical. It might be everything I've waited for, a miracle. But even if I fall in love again with someone knew. It could never be the way, I loved Chad Dylan Cooper.
I walked through Condor Studios seeing Chad's face, everywhere i turned. I knew it was my imagination though.
Letting him go is making me feel so cold. Throughout the day I tried to make believe it doesn't hurt, but that made it worse. Everybody could see I am a wreck inside, but my tongue is ties and body feels so weak as well. The future may be all I really need.
Later, I had to see him. I walked over to his set, and asked for him. He came over to me, and I broke into tears. He just stood there, he didn't know what to do.
'Chad' I said after my tears stopped. 'I loved you, like a first love. The one and only true love. Wasn't it written all over my face? I loved you like you...loved me, like something pure and holy. Like something that can never be replaced. And it was wonderful Chad, it was magical, it was everything I've waited for, a miracle. And if I should ever fall in love again with someone knew. It could never be the way, I loved you, remember that'
Tears escaped from my face as I left him, I knew I'd see him again, but not as lovers, but a memory.
so, this is a song-fic.
but i put in the song lyrics through the chapter, if you have heard 'the way i loved you' by selena gomez, did you spot them?
well, i made it obvious but yeah. i hope you liked it.