flashes of images

from another time

of blonde hair

and blue eyes

a skinny kid with a knack

for getting in way over his head

(which wasn't very hard,

as he wasn't very tall)

i knew him

his looks of happiness

brought james joy

and the pangs of sorrow

brought james sadness

then

the war, drafted, drifting apart

his friend was so far away

gunshots, explosions

making new friends

only to watch them die

only to remember the one

he left behind

i knew him

captured, tortured, tests

cut off one head,

another takes its place

that small doctor

and then

flashes of golden hair

and blue eyes

he was taller,

the savior, the captain

his friendbrotherlove

i knew him

fighting, protecting that

skinny kid turned soldier

all the while becoming a weapon

and then

fighting, protecting, falling

losing more than just an arm

losing his mind

he gained a new one

flashes, ice, pain,

a new mind

becoming

mission, target, shots,

"mugging" - success,

flashes, ice, pain,

a

mission, targets, bombs,

"car accident" - success

flashes, ice, pain,

killer

mission, target, shots -

"bucky"

who the hell is bucky

flashes, pain,

james buchanan barnes is gone

the winter soldier takes his place

but i knew him