Entry # 1

Dear diary,

Edward has just left me. I feel broken and all alone. At night the pain seems worse. Non stop nightmares and screaming. I wake up from the most horrible dreams. Most replays of when Edward left me some just things I can't explain. Sometimes I wonder why Edward could love a girl like me. With pale skin,shallow,but yet mostly to herself. I never really beilived in fairy tales and happy endings,but when I met Edward thats when things changed.

Author's Note: The summary describes most of it but these entry's are based on her life, what she is feeling, what she is thinking, how her day goes from New Moon to Breaking Dawn. It might go back into Twilight a little bit if she decides to talk about things that she remembers. Some Entry's will be long and some will be short. I hope you enjoy and please review.