This is a new story- Suze realizes that she and Jesse can never be… even though she loves him. But how far will Jesse go to try and get her back? Considering that Paul and some other fellows now have their eyes on Suze… but can Jesse and Suze be together if he is a ghost?

Suze's POV

I had to look perfect today. I had bought a new skirt and top just for the occasion. I don't know why, this was so important. But I wanted to look my best when I said goodbye to him. It seemed like my life depended on it. And considering the fact that I have been a total wreak lately, I'm not sure if this idea is completely crazy or dead on. It was jut something I had to do.

Because losing the love of your life, yeah that can be painful. Considering the fact that you are the one who is going to break not only your heart, but his.

You heard right... I am going to break up with Jesse today. Sounds completely crazy, right? Jesse is perfect. Smart, funny caring, wash-board abs…. and he loves me. Me! Of all the girls. Well considering I am one of the only people who can see him… but I know our love is true. When he looks at me, I can just tell that he would do everything for me. He loves me there is no doubt. And I love him.

So why break up with the love of my life? And probably my entire afterlife too…. I mean Jesse is totally hot, and I am so lucky to have found love especially in a guy like him. Not that I am a dog, I think I look pretty good when all made up, if I do say so myself, but I don't exactly have all the boys flocking. But with Jesse, I don't want to even think about other guys. The only guy for me is Jesse.

But it can't last.

I can't do this to myself. I can't endure the pain anymore. I can't look at him and see that glow, without feeling uncontrollable sadness. I can't face another sad look from my mother, because of all the things she doesn't know.

I guess in some level I always knew that me and Jesse couldn't be. I was just too in love to care. To try and extract myself. I loved him too much. But recently, every time he puts his arm around me, all I can think about is how, it can't work. I can't be with a ghost for the rest of my life. I have to severe ties now. Even though the very thought breaks my heart.

I want to look immaculate, when he sees me. I don't know why I am trying to look my best, when I am going to go break two hearts, I should try and look ugly so maybe it will be easier for him. But I think our ending should be marked with importance.

I put on my new black skirt, and my pretty black top. I put on my make up, and I was looking pretty good if I do say so myself. I even blow dried my hair for good measure.

XXXXXXXXXXXXX

"Jesse, me and you need to talk." I said. Trying to be strong, professional and detached, but my voice was already cracking And I felt tears prick my eyes.

"What is it Querida?" he said, his voice soft as velvet as he came to my side and stroked my palm.

I wrenched my hand away. I couldn't stand for him to be sweet to me, especially since the tears were already flowing down my face.

"Susannah, are you ok? What is it?" he said in obvious alarm. He started toward me again, but I stuck my hand out and shook my head.

"I can't do this anymore, Jesse." I said. The tears now steadily flowing down my cheeks. " I can't do us anymore, Jesse. It hurts to much."

He smiled sadly. He looked gutted, but never a man to turn down a women in distress, he held me, for what would probably be the last time, while I cried.

"I know Querida, I know." He said into my hair.

I was pretty sure he was crying too.

What do you think?? Please review if you want more!!!