Dear Zexion Kita,
I love you.
I love you so much that it hurts, but the pain won't last
I love you and I know you love me too.
that's why it hurts.
Everyone I love always ends up a liar.
They all say 'I love you' but they never mean it.
They truly hate me.
That's why, before you can tell me that, I am leaving.
You have given me all the love you had and more and I am truly happy.
You have no idea how happy I am with you.
Everyday is like a bowl of everlasting sunshine!
But, the sun has to go down eventually.
That's is why I must set the sun on this day and love we have.
Please don't be sad, I have wish for this my entire life.
And soon, a new day will arrive for you and I'll be nothing but a memory.
You were the only one who honestly cared for me.
I loved that.
I loved, no, love you with all my being
I love everything about you.
Your beautiful, short, steal-blue hair,
your pale white, almost snow colored skin,
your smile that would show in the briefest of moments and then disappear,
even your habit of reading when you were annoyed.
You are my love, my life, my reason and resolve.
That's why, I'm choosing to end this.
To end my existence, our relationship,
it's all for love so that in my end, I am at the peak of happiness.
I love you, Zexion
these are my last words written for you and you only.
This is good-bye, my love
so, please smile at my funeral and keep on smiling always and forever.
I love you, good-bye, good-night for now
sincerely, Xynah Zenga