without you.
A/N: I do not own twilight or any of these characters. But I own the plot and story line. This is my first FanFiction so I hope it is okay. It has been done before I know but mine is good. can be a little OOC. So enjoy and don't forget to R&R please.
B.P.O.V (Bella) prolog
Edward has gone hunting tonight and it has been 2 months since he has propsed to me. I am sitting in the middle of the bed. Memories of the dark time are coming back. My still healing scars are aching so are my hands. aching to get hold of my tools I used the whole time Edward was away, Edward hated to leave me as he knows that I don't sleep well with out him and that I have many panik attacks which Alice sees and send's Edward to calm me down.
I walk over the the loss floor board in my room. I lift the blank of wood to find the wooden book I keep my tools in. I take the sharp blades out along with bandeges and cloth to clean up afterwards. I look at the small metal blade in my hand I move it a little so the edge of the nife glows a little. I slowly bring the knife down to my wrist and slowly drag the cold metal across my pale skin I watch as the crimson liquid runns out my vains. I feel the sense of relife. I can feel again. I do this another 3 times getting a littlw deeper with each knew cut. I know that Edward will be able to smell the fresh blood I have spilt but I cannot bring my self to care. I. Can. Feel. Again.
My name is Isabella Swan and this is my story. I shall begin at the start of how we got here. It is not going to be a great happy start but the ending will be well a happy one nop less. So lets start. As I said this is my story of my deepest dark life.