I've always wondered why this happened. Did i upset any god to make them hate me? Did i madden the devil? If you haven't figured out already what I'm talking about then your a little

slow. I was and still am in love with the most amazing guy. But he left along with his family. He said he loved me but he lied a big fat lie. I always knew it never made sense for him to

love me but he broke my heart and i will never be able to forgive him. At least thats what i thought before i ran into him some years later. My life just changed like that the moment our

eyes locked and i knew it would never be the same.

When he left me i fell into a deep depression and my father finally couldn't take it and was going to send me back to my mom in Florida. But i wouldn't go and i didn't. But my life really

changed when i became the one thing he always said he didn't want me to be and refused to do him self. It was her revenge towards him and i tried to tell her he left and would never

know. She didn't believe me. I left because i couldn't hurt charlie and my mom by staying. So i left staging my death as suicide and left notes saying how much i loved them both and to

move on.

So now i traveled alone not knowing where i was headed. The only thing i knew was i was going after her for revenge of what she did to me. I got to her and i gave her what she

deserved. I killed her and i don't regret it. Probably wondering what i am now right. I came to terms with it a while ago. I'm a bloodsucker the more techincal term a vampire. I dated

one alright and knew what he was and followed in his foot steps. I drink from animals and never once from a human. One hundred years later i returned to Forks and you would never

guess who i met there.

This is where my story begins.